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Appreciates what's given

2011-05-27T08:20:00.002+08:00

Has a been enjoying my one month stay out course and finally it's time for me to go back to the stay in lifestyle again.

Definitely, no one will feel good when such reality hits but i guess, i should be happy of what i have.

During this one month, i've learnt to fully make use of the time i have to do minor things which doesn't seem as important at all in the past. Simple things such playing badminton with my friends, spending quality time with families and friends and of course spending time going out with my pretty girlfriend like how we use to do it in the past.

My greatest enemy now is time. It seems like time passed rather quickly and it's already about seven months i'm into service. Just another one year three months to go.

What's coming up next for me is something which i see it as a drag, doing guard duty especially i foresee weekends duty coming our way. Someone will have to do this no matter what. People always tell me to suck it up and perhaps i should really do it so as to make myself feel better.

More people around me will soon be joining me in what i'm doing now. Maybe by then, my life would be better already. Alan said, this year must pass for otherwise, this chapter of my life will never end. Sir said, time must pass for otherwise life will be boring. These make me push on.

Youlong and yiming had ord. Congrats on pulling through this two years. I must say, i'm somewhat affected by this fact not because i'm selfish, wanting them to continue serving but i'm envy about them being able to plan their time and do things which they enjoy doing. It's a matter of who gets to enjoy first, and this makes me understand the logic of bitterness before sweetness.

I'm kind of facing struggle bonding with my course mates for the fact that there's very little common interest which we all share. I'm doing my best to blend in and really hope things can get a little easier for me. It's so far so good till this point of time.

Army makes me realise who care for me and i really wanna say a very big thank you to a few people. My family, who always don't mind making the effort to send me to camp, travelling so far to have dinner with me during my nights out and always showing so much love, care and concern to me. My friends, who always motivates me when i'm down and let me enjoy my time outside so happily. My girlfriend, eileen, for being such lovely girl and trying her very best to make me happy and being my never dying source of support.

For those who have yet to join me in what i'm doing, a word of advise. Cherish what you have, time, people, freedom and many others. Maybe you will feel better in the future.

I pray to you, please bless my family and love ones wil good health and ever lasting happiness.

Golf COY = 2ND COY = Best COY

2011-01-31T13:51:00.006+08:00

Congrats to all whom took part in the sports day which took place on last sat, 29 Jan 2011. We are the champion and it's kind of hard to believe because we only had 2 days to prepare ourselves unlike other COYs which started preparing 1 week before. This proves that it is not how long you train but how good we are!

For winning in the sports day, we get later book in timing! My feeling = YAYYYYYYY!!~~ ^^

The weather however, is not very on my side because it started raining on sat until now (Monday afternoon). Sat was spent well with a lot of good food, Yum Cha at Chinatown for lunch followed by steamboat dinner at Bottle Tree Park! Yum yum. There goes my IPPT monetary reward but it's definitely worth it when I see the happy faces from my loved ones. How i wish father was there. I realised that I'm heavier by 1kg. Damn this thing! Can't I just enjoy some good food without having to gain weight? HAHA!

One week of rest from CNY is very rewarding for me already though once this week is over, trainings will start and there goes the life again. I'm rather looking forward to the 9th of March because that will be the day I pass out from the foundation term and continue to move on to the next phrase of my NS life. To count down, I have 1 year 7 months more to go. Seriously, I guess not counting down will make me feel better.

Alan introduced me to this show (71 into the fire)which is a Korean war movie. It super long, 2 hours 50 minutes in total and I had only watched 50 minutes of the show. It kinds of make me understand better on what I am currently doing and of course, understand the importance of protecting my nation. Sounds politically right I know but why, you guys try watching it and maybe you will understand what I mean. Nonetheless, this movie seriously is not suitable for ladies. Watch it and you will know why.

I have another 23 hours or so before I book out to celebrate CNY. This year, I can't be at home helping my mother cleaning the house and also helping out my dad with work. I feel sad because when I returned home on Sat, I saw the tired look of my parents, I felt helpless and because they care about me so much, they did not wake me up early in the morning to help them with work. I'm really fortunate to have such caring and loving parents. I will see what I can do to help them in whatever way I can. The best thing that I can do is to stay fit and healthy so that they do not need to worry about me that much.

Sister is of course as caring. Researching online and providing me with invaluable advice on how to take care of my eyes really helped me greatly. Though my eyes are still are still slightly red but I do see improvement in the condition. That's all that matters. As long as by week 4 of foundation term my eyes get getter for camo on, I'm happy enough!

The days which all men must go through

2011-01-29T06:49:00.008+08:00

I had always wanted to blog since I enlist into BMT on the 8th of Nov 2010 but for those who had been though national service will know that we face the issue of not enough time. I spent my weekends with my family, friends and of course Eileen so that I can maintain a balance between personal and military life. This is really the toughest part during the 9 weeks in BMT. Nonetheless, I am glad that I had made it through.

The day when we marched into the Marina Floating Platform was really one of the most defining moment till date. Though on the platform, I was unable to locate my loved ones but what I saw was excited and proud faces of people who came to witness our graduation. In deed, the tiredness from the route march we gone through of really worth it.

The one week of break of enjoying civillian life gave me the feeling that I had ORDed. I get to enjoy my 'freedom', doing anything that I wanted and of course people always say this: "Good time doesn't last long". Soon enough, I find myself back to mission of protecting my nation.

To be frank, I am really happy to be where I am today though across the bridge is the place where many will label as 'having pride'. I bet to defer. The fact that there are different titles is because each one of us play different role and that we are really dependent of one another. We are equally important. I believe I will enjoy the challenge of managing people from both under and above me as this skill set is essential and critical in the working society out there now. For those whom have yet to enter the service, my advice to you is do not see this as a task, see it as a learning process which will benefit you even when the 2 years come to an end.

Chinese new year is around corner and the feeling of celebration can be seen everywhere. I love this feeling, not because of the red packets which I will receive but the opportunity to being myself again for not long but 5 days. It is enough because this 5 days of 'rest' will and must last me for 4 weeks of challenging trainings.

Spent some time talking to my friends whom had yet to join the service and I see myself in them. The emotions and imagination of the uncertain definitely creates fear and stress. Like what my best buddy, Alan, who had shared so much with me in order for me to last till now, I did the same to them, sharing with them as much as I can and assuring them that everything will be fine. That is the best I can do and I believe they will pass this positive attitude on to their peers who will also soon enter the service.

National service made me realise and appreciate many things which I took for granted for the past 21 years. They are my family, girlfriend, friends, time, food and many others. My sergeant told me that I should not regret but to now do what I can and cherish what I have. I find this rather meaningful to me and of course, I am trying my best to do so.

To sum it up, it is really not that bad to be in here. Positive mindset and the willingness to take on challenges will definitely bring one far. Quote for the day? "Tough time don't last, Tough men do!"

Your Musical Self: Using music to learn, heal, and live

2010-07-28T09:54:00.015+08:00

Came across this article and found it really interesting!

Now this explains why people always say, “Music is part of our lives!”

1. Music is a core function in our brain.

a. Our brain is primed early on to respond to and process music. Research has shown that day-old infants are able to detect differences in rhythmic patterns. Mothers across cultures and throughout time have used lullabies and rhythmic rocking to calm crying babies. From an evolutionary standpoint, music precedes language. We don’t yet know why, but our brains are wired to respond to music, even though it’s not “essential” for our survival.

2. Our bodies entrain to rhythm.

a. Have you ever walked down the street, humming a song in your head, and noticed that your walking to the beat? That’s called entrainment. Our motor systems naturally entrain, or match, to a rhythmic beat. When a musical input enters our central nervous system via the auditory nerve, most of the input goes to the brain for processing. But some of it heads straight to motor nerves in our spinal cord. This allows our muscles to move to the rhythm without our having to think about it or “try.” It’s how we dance to music, tap our foot to a rhythm, and walk in time to a beat. This is also why music therapists can help a person who’s had a stroke re-learn how to walk and develop strength and endurance in their upper bodies.

3. We have physiologic responses to music.

a. Every time your breathing quickens, your heart-rate increases, or you feel a shiver down your spine, that’s your body responding physiologically to music. Qualified music therapists can use this to help stimulate a person in a coma or use music to effectively help someone relax.

4. Children (even infants) respond readily to music.

a. Any parent knows that it’s natural for a child to begin dancing and singing at an early age. My kids both started rocking to music before they turned one. Children learn through music, art, and play, so it’s important (even necessary) to use those mediums when working with children in therapy.

5. Music taps into our emotions.

a. Have you ever listened to a piece of music and smiled? Or felt sad? Whether from the music itself, or from our associations with the music, music taps into our emotional systems. Many people use this in a “therapeutic” way, listening to certain music that makes them feel a certain way. The ability for music to easily access our emotions is very beneficial for music therapists.

6. Music helps improve our attention skills.

a. I was once working with a 4-year-old in the hospital. Her 10-month-old twin sisters were visiting, playing with Grandma on the bed. As soon as I started singing to the older sister, the twins stopped playing and stared at me, for a full 3 minutes. Even from an early age, music can grab and hold our attention. This allows music therapists to target attention and impulse control goals, both basic skills we need to function and succeed.

7. Music uses shared neural circuits as speech.

a. This is almost a no-brainer (no pun intended), but listening to or singing music with lyrics uses shared neural circuits as listening to and expressing speech. Music therapists can use this ability to help a child learn to communicate or help someone who’s had a stroke re-learn how to talk again.

8. Music enhances learning.

a. Do you remember how you learned your ABCs? Through a song! The inherent structure and emotional pull of music makes it an easy tool for teaching concepts, ideas, and information. Music is an effective mnemonic device and can “tag” information, not only making it easy to learn, but also easy to later recall.

9. Music taps into our memories.

a. Have you ever been driving, heard a song on the radio, then immediately been taken to a certain place, a specific time in your life, or a particular person? Music is second only to smell for its ability to stimulate our memory in a very powerful way. Music therapists who work with older adults with dementia have countless stories of how music stimulates their clients to reminisce about their life.

10. Music is a social experience.

a. Our ancestors bonded and passed on their stories and knowledge through song, stories, and dance. Even today, many of our music experiences are shared with a group, whether playing in band or an elementary music class, listening to jazz at a restaurant, or singing in church choir. Music makes it easy for music therapists to structure and facilitate a group process.

11. Music is predictable, structured, and organized--and our brain likes it!

a. Music often has a predictable steady beat, organized phrases, and a structured form. If you think of most country/folk/pop/rock songs you know, they’re often organized with a verse-chorus structure. They’re organized in a way that we like and enjoy listening to over and over again. Even sound waves that make up a single tone or an entire chord are organized in mathematical ratios--and our brains really like this predictability and structure.

12. Music is non-invasive, safe and motivating.

a. We can’t forget that most people really enjoy music. This is not the most important reason why music works in therapy, but it’s the icing on the cake.

Now, if you are currently studying for your tests, exams or even just doing some revision, try listening to some slow tempo music. Your revision will be more effective! It’s Entrainment!

Your Musical Self. (2010). Top 12 Reasons Why I Have a Jo. Retrieved July 28, 2010, from http://www.psychologytoday.com/blog/your-musical-self/201006/top-12-reasons-why-i-have-job

It's Interesting and Exciting!

2010-07-26T19:53:00.012+08:00

It had definitely been long since I last blogged.

Graduation from Republic Polytechnic took place a few months back in May 2010 and I must say that I missed school. Started working for about 6 months at Highachievers Training Consultancy as a Learning and Development Consultant, going to school conducting workshop to students. Working here gives me a great sense of satisfaction, knowing that I am positively impacting life of the youths.

I am left with one more month before I enter into my long awaited holidays but it will not be long before I enlist into army on the 8/11/10. My buddies would have served more than a year in NS already when I enlist and it will be a long 1 year 10 months to go!

Nevertheless, I am looking forward to the year 2012 because I will finally be studying the course I had always wanted to study, ACCOUNTANCY! Effort put in during my Diploma definitely paid off!

During my free time, I am helping to co-organize Special Olympics Singapore Family Day 2010, taking place this October. Properly the last event I will be involved before enlisting to NS. Personally, I find it self-fulfilling to be able to do something for those who are less fortunate and of course, for those of you who are interested to involve in this event as volunteers, do feel free to contact me @ 91147989. No monetary rewards but I can guarantee you that what you get in return can never be bought by money!

For badminton coaching, I passed 2 classes to You Long and Jason for 2 reasons – (1) I did not want to burn my weekends, (2) eventually, I will be enlisting for NS. I am glad they are doing a great job otherwise; I would not know how to answer to Alan, the founder of Precision Badminton! I had been thinking for quite some time, thinking about us starting our business together one day. Though it will not take place any time soon nevertheless, it is good to give it a thought!

This coming weekend will be love and my second year anniversary. We definitely have come a long way to where we are today. Our relationship is kind of smooth and I am sure this will continue! I was listening to the radio this morning and 98.7fm played 'Fall For You' by Secondhand Serenade! The song which brought us together! For the first time, I finally get to know the story behind why the singer calls himself Secondhand Serenade. Let me share!

John Vesely, his real name, who was playing base before he met his wife. He switched to playing acoustic guitar because he thought that playing the base will not allow him to serenade his wife. His wife eventually married him but the songs he wrote for her and till now, every single song written, is specially dedicated to his wife (first hand). Therefore, for those people like us, we are listening to the ‘secondhand’ and at the same time, being serenaded by John Vesely. There we go, the story behind the name Secondhand Serenade. Isn’t this interesting?

Not sure with you will be still reading my blog since it had been collecting dust but this goes out specially to you. I may not be good with my voice, my words even my look, but what I can do for you; I will do it with all my heart and soul!

Tomorrow is my mother’s birthday! 51 years old and she is still the most beautiful woman of all in my life! Thinking about how she devoted her life to this family, especially to my sister and me, I know that I owe her way too much. It is not about what present I will get for her that she matters, it is how my sister and me turn up to be fine young man and woman, doing well in life. This year, I have not got anything for her because giving necklace, bags or other common items does not bring across my love for her. Maybe, getting her a bouquet of roses Carnation would be sweet! Most likely, we will be bringing her to De’ Beer at D’ Kranji Farm Resort for seafood! Thinking of the food makes me hungry.

Speaking of which, De’ Beer at D’ Kranji Farm Resort is definitely a must visit place if you have not been to there before. Here is the website, you might want to take a look: http://www.dkranji.com.sg/

Here are some recommendations:

1. Lala Bee Hoon (Must Try!)

2. Salted Egg Crab (about $36-$40 for small crab)

3. Drunkard Prawns (Request for more soup, it’s FOC!)

4. Dong Fen Crab

5. Xiang Bing Pai Gu (Pork)

6. And many more…

Look for this aunty, slight plump (Singaporean), most likely you will not miss her. She is very friendly and will recommend delicious food!

Also, if you would like to have a farm stay, D’ Kranji Farm Resort, just by looking at its name, explains that they do have such facility. Resort stay for 3D2N is about $200++ and some of the things which you can do would be as follow (OTOT):

1. Visiting Jurong Frog Farm – look at the cute frogs and can buy some home

2. Hey Dairies Goat Farm – though I think they do not allow feeding of milk to the goats already

3. Bollywood Veggies – you can find many species of plants there! A must try finger food would be the banana muffin! You will not regret!

4. For you to explore Lim Chu Kang, Singapore

Disclaimer: I do not work for D’ Kranji Farm Resort and other companies mentioned above! Just wanted to share with my personal experience with every one!

Also, I would like to share my joy and everyone!

http://www.rp.sg/soh/issue3-2010/Spotlight/spotlight_StudentProfile.html

http://www.rp.edu.sg/happenings/newsletters/rapport/files/RAPPORT_Jul2010.pdf

2009-12-10T15:37:00.003+08:00

Alright, I don't know what happen to my post yesterday but it's kind of stupid because whatever I typed is gone! TMD! Typed to much and I am lazy to retype so shall skip it!

What happen today? Alan and I were doing pullups and luckily there's him to help me along otherwise, I would have gave up once I am tired. Slept very late because can't fall asleep. I am missing you!

Woke up in the morining and went straight to school. JIVE election and yes, I've stepped down already. Good news or bad news? Actually, I don't have the answer. For now, there is that little abit of 'she bu de' in chinese.

Edited FYP report and sent out interview questions to NEA. There are really efficient in terms of prompt reply. UT later but I don't know what I don't know. Familar phrase but too bad, love is not around this time to tell me this.

Received her sms, CONGRATS for getting thrid position! It is definitely not an easy task but yes, you did it and do everyone proud! GOOD JOB!

Plan for tonight? Meet You Long, Alan and Chris for dinner at Chris's workplace. Also, will be celebrating You Long's belated birthday! How I wish today will end earlier!

1 more day to go! I can do it, so can YOU!

2009-12-09T18:41:00.000+08:00

2009-12-07T11:58:00.002+08:00

As promised, I will blog about what I do for the next one week. Has been long since I blogged. Oh well, always started with this line though. Really too busy with everything.

Decided that I should take some off from school, not because I am lazy but more of letting myself have sometime to rest. Don't know why but it seems like there are millions of things I need to do and I find that I am not happy an enjoying myself.

Love went to KL and she will be gone for 5 days. It will definitely be a torture. No feel as yet maybe we had been practising not to see each other everyday. One thing I know for sure is that I am not feeling comfortable not because I am used to having you with me but because I love you.

Had been doing well for school and this is something which I am very happy of! My aim is that I scored a 4 in year 1 sem 1, I will end it well with a 4 in year 3 sem 2. Hopefully my dream will come true.

Received a letter from NTU to go to their open house. Feels happy of it because somehow I already know where I want to head towards in life. Went to the website to view the courses and sister is encouraging me to take a double degree in accountancy and business. Not a bad idea after all however, looking at the courses make me feel really sian. It's going to be another 4 years of hardwork!

This links back to what love said to me this morning. At a junction near to Causeway Point at 7.30am, people are rushing to work and I mean really rushing. Life in Singapore, must it really be so fast pace and stressful? I want to go for holidays overseas! :)

Talking about this, went to Malaysia last week and god damn toot, I lost my iTouch. The people really have great taste though. :s Alright, I know it's my fault for not taking good care of my personal belongings. First time in 20 years I lose something. Should I be happy or sad? So ironical.

Shall get back to 'work'. Will blog again tonight I guess.

missing youu

2009-09-11T23:11:00.000+08:00

11/9

Love and I went on a date today and it has been quite a long time since we really take a day off to enjoy ourselves.

Drove to town, wanted to park at Marina Square and it seems like everyone is crazy over the IT show taking place in Suntec City because almost all the carparks around the areas are all full and the roads are seriously quite jam up. Had no choice but to park at Esplanade instead. The carpark fee is really no comments too.

Went to try out hotpot culture at Marina Square. Basically, the pervious when we had steamboat, we were choosing between HotPot Culture and the one located at Suntec and ya, we tried the Suntec one and regret till now. HotPot Culture is definitely better in terms of taste and the atmosphere however, the packages they came up with are rather confusing though.

Went to shop around MS to see what we can buy. Bought a tee-shirt from Recoil and I like the short and its texture! Continue shopping, wanting to buy a bowling bag. For those who are wondering why on earth get a bowling bag? The answer is very simple. I took up bowling as and secondary sports.

Though it's very much on leisure but I do bowl frequently recently and I'm so looking forward to bowling with love soon! :)

Went to IT show to look for Allynn and Yi Yin to say hihi and see how's the job like etc. M1 does have a lot of promotions going on during the show but too bad, I'm a faithful SingTel user :x

The best part of the day is watching a concert at the Esplanade, JUMP! For those who missed out this very interesting concert, you definitely have missed a very nice show. It's not so much of what we expected to be, "The Breakout" still, the dance and martial arts definitely got the WOW factor!

The next time when we go for such concert, I will be buying the very front seat so that we will have a chance to be invited to join their concert! It's really cool to be part of this man!

Chili Carb for dinner/supper! NO SIGNBOARD, that's where I am referring to! Quite some time since we treat ourselves this good. Well, just gotten pay so should be generous and spend a little more ya!

thank you love for being such great partner not only for today but for the whole 1 YEAR 1 MONTH 1 DAY 11 HOURS 11 MINUTE 1 SECOND. I _ _ _ _ YOU! fill it in yourself! (still remember this?)

2009-08-25T22:46:00.000+08:00

HAPPY FIRST YEAR MY LOVE!

A very special way to celebrate our very first anniversary! We had steamboat and steamboat to the extend it's like steamboat freak already. Nevertheless, I wasn't sick of it, neither is love because it's who we are eating with that is important.

Time for exchange of gifts!
BOSS PERFUME from love! Seriously, the smell is great and I love it. Though love keep squeezing when I spray spray but I really like it very much. The design of the bottle is also special, at least to me. It's the first time I see such bottle like this, or maybe I should say it's because this is the first time I am using a branded perfume!

I gave love a Swatch watch with very cute and nice design. It's not any normal watch and it does not look normal. How should I put it. Simplicity is complexity! Love, I hope you will love this watch and whenever you look at the time, you will remember that I'm always here thinking of you!

We went to Escape. We had great time playing all the games and for me, driving is the best! I fail to catch up with love because she's on sports car while I'm in a pok pok car. HAHA! Went swimming/tanning too. Though it's only for awhile, I can see the contrast in colours on my skin!

This is a memorable anniversary, special and meaningful! There are more to come, that's what we always believe in!

I am loving you, before, during and the future!

2009-07-01T22:57:00.002+08:00

Happy 11th months to my LOVE!

Started the day with mahjong session and ended up getting scolded. OOPS! Naughty!

I bought this grey jacket for love which she came across online. It's good to see the smile on her face knowing that I had done something for her. Though it's not some branded jacket, but it definitely look gorgeous on her!

Had FYP meeting in the morning and we were late. Really sorry to our teammates! Meeting was a smooth one though I tend to drift off trying to edit our report! I shall pay 100% attention in the future!

Made our way down to VIVO City! ICE AGE 3!!!
It's really a movie which all of you must watch! I had been laughing throughout the whole show and I really like the greenish weird thing! For those who had watched the show, you will know who I am referring to!

It's really cool man! First time I am watching a 3D movie and one thing I must say is that the spect they gave can really irritate me.

Had been choosing where to eat for a long long long long time. One reason is because there's just too many food to choose from. We shopped around in VIVO and make our way to Marina SQ to continue shopping. The fact is that we bought nothing for ourselves but bought something for someone special to love. So lucky. :( I had nothing! HAHA!

Went to Suntec for dinner. Saw this steamboat buffet and I got really tempted by it. Didn't eat that for dinner today nevertheless, we will be back next week!

Went over to fountain of wealth and we walked 2 rounds searching and deciding what to eat. For the first time, we are facing problem deciding on what to eat. HAHA! Quite interesting of course as we managed to make fun of each other! :)

Had pepper lunch as dinner. Wanted to have ice-cream at Swensens but we were both too full to eat anymore! It's alright, we will be back!

Home sweet home after that! I definitely had enjoyed myself, to the fullest!

I LOVE YOU GIRL! :)

2009-06-22T21:32:00.002+08:00

Celebrated fathers' day at Admiral Country Club together with grandma and xiao shu's family.

It has been many years since I celebrate fathers' day with my father and I really wish every year, I will be able to do this.

Food there is nice and yum yum and a pity that leen is unable to join us for dinner as she was feeling unwell. Love, when you fully recover, we shall go eat good food alright!

Mahjong session at chris's place in the night. Seriously tiring man because we played 4 rounds. It sounds crazy and yes, I find it crazy too.

i'll always be around for you.

2009-06-19T10:35:00.004+08:00

June 9 - 14

Badminton camp for 3 days and it's really very super tiring. Friendly games with AJC and coach's ex-students. RP did a pretty good job I feel, though no points was recorded, it's the effort and team bonding which is greatly appreciated.

Managed to get more teammates from year 1 and personally, I feel that they have great potential in bringing glory to republic polytechnic badminton team.

First night, we slept in the field and kind of used to this kind of experience through the various camps in the past. Flying creatures are everywhere and who know's they might just bomb our faces when we were sound asleep in the middle of the night.

You Long stayed together with us and had a long chat with him. Shared many things with him and of course, he told me his secret. HAHA! Come to talk about You Long, he mentioned seeing someone at causeway point when the person he met was not suppose to be there. Kind of funny ya.

Well, there are many last minute changes made on the day itself and this was rather bad in the sense that the team will have to do things own time own target without following the timeline set. We shall improve in the future planning.

Last day of camp, send love to bugis to have her bowling camp's amazing race while at the same time, we had FYP meeting. OMG. FYP really stressful! On the side note, eh love ar, see I'm so good right, tired le still send you there! HAHA! I want No Signboard!

Later in the day, we had mahjong session at love's place and yay, we won a bit and this money can be used for Genting trip! WAHAHA! Stayed over at love's place that night as we need to make our way to Genting at 5.30 in the morning!

This is the second time I am going to Genting. I know this sounds sad because maybe some of you may have gone up to Genting until you close your eyes and can still walk around the place HAHA.

This time is special because I'm going up with love and her family and they are like my family already! HAHA. Unoffical in-laws. :D Played theme-park and seriously, some games nearly scare the toot out of me! :s Luckily, I make it back alive!

3 days are too short nevertheless, I enjoyed myself greatly.
*i continued to sleep on the floor because of some interesting reasons! HAHA! :P

Last day on our way back, love's father car kind of broke down at the 270km mark and we have to travel at 90km/h only. I ended up sitting in BMW but to Singapore. It's good experience too haha and I definitely had a great laugh.

Photos speaks everything and here you go!

2009-06-01T12:32:00.002+08:00

i just want to lead a happy life, trouble and stress please leave me alone.

2009-04-28T14:34:00.002+08:00

School had started for 1 week already however, I am already feeling reluctant to attend school. I'm feeling stress for many reasons, too many until I find myself unable to cope with them.

Seriously, I don't understand why does the school have to implement such changes to SOH when I am in my crucial year. Time for breakout 2 or in fact, study period 2 now is shorten to only 1 hour and 45 minutes. Factoring some delay due to class discussion and lunch break, how much time are we really left with in order to produce our work.

Time = money, yes I know, but I feel that learning did not really take place so much for me anymore because all we need to do is to apply theories which now, we don't really need to research and understand them anymore. These theories are giving to us before study period.

Grading based on team's presentation. Is this really necessary? What I feel is that if we do not team with the good ones, chances for us to get an A is really slim. Free loaders will definitely be happy in this case before if the rest do well, their starting grade will be at least a B and the most they will be mark down by only 1 grade.

Evaluation is another thing. Yes, I do understand that facilitators will not be able to see everything happening in class but by making the face that getting A is so tough, will people backstab through evaluation?

The school always say that we need to look at holistic view to grade however, I feel no matter what it is, subjectivity is bound to take place.

Frankly speaking, I really wish to grow up faster, leave school and do things which I want to do. I want to have time to relax, enjoy and be happy of course. I want to throw away all the responsibilities that I am holding. I want to be free, I WANT TO BREAK FREE.

there are dreams i want to fulfil, you all hold the keys to opening the doors for me.

2009-04-15T01:24:00.002+08:00

Last week of school holiday but doesn't seem like holiday to me anymore.
Meetings and meetings for this week and seriously, I don't want school to start. I guess, I will be slacking for my final year because I find myself losing motivation.

Alot of what if keeps flashing in my mind and making my really vex. Shall not be bothered by this for now.

Finally, I can remove the triangle plate in the car however, maybe won't be driving that car anymore. I hope I lose my bet to Alan! I don't mind treating him a meal + drink! HAHA!

Had been thinking and sometimes, I find myself being really a loser. I don't know why I am feeling this but ya, this is how I feel. There are many things which I want to do them good however, somehow they just ended up not to how I expect it to be.

Maybe I am asking too much, expecting too much, I don't know. What I know is this is doing no good to me because I can really get pissed off with myself when things fail. See, I'm a loser!

Anyway, had been working with love, helping my parent with work this month. We are really hardworking. Earned quite a fair bit and of course, I enjoyed myself working with love. This is one special way we have our datings.

Congrats love for winning big money from mahjong last week. YAY. Extra pocket money!

2009-03-30T14:32:00.008+08:00

Almost one month since I came online to blog. Was rather busy with meetings and work recently and always reach home very late at night.

A number of things took placed in the month of March. Firstly, I finally went prawning! Though never really wanted to try out prawning but since there's time, I decided to give it a try. Went with Leen, Alan and Gen and the first time, we only had 6 prawns for 3 hours.

Second time, it was slightly better, 30 prawns in 3 hours and the last time 57 in 3 hours. We are getting better each time we prawn! Wahaha! However, everytime when we had to cook the prawns, I feel so sinful especially out of 10 prawns, 10 are still alive! OMG. Hopefully, I will not get punished in the future when I die.

Alan's birthday falls on the 23 of March. Of course, I wouldn't miss out his birthday celebration. Went prawning in the afternoon at bottle tree village and went to The sushi village located at Yio Chu Kang in the evening to have dinner. After that, we went Kbox and sing till about 2am!

I always enjoy myself when spending time with love and friends! The time spent is definitely worthwhile. Though I'm not really a very Kbox person, I tried to make myself sing as I didn't want to spoil the fun but at the end, I still enjoyed myself really really that much!

We shall look forward to the Kbox session with Carol, Chris, Jia Ying, Alan, Leen and ME! :)

Meetings and meetings for me this month for SLA and FYP. I fely very lucky because I have a group of very hardworking and friendly, easy to get along teammates. Everything is moving very smoothly for now and team, we will be able to do a good job!

Thinking about it, school is about to start really soon. Feel rather sian of school already, maybe because of the stress that I'm going to face in my third year of Poly life. Nevertheless, school is still going to start no matter what but I just hope I will be able to cope with my school work.

Didn't play much mahjong this month, only like once per week. Somehow, trying to not get addicted to mahjong because there's this saying, out of 10 times we gamble, we lose 9 times. So ya, money isn't easy to earn. Shall not spend unnecessary money for losing! HAHA!

Didn't post up alot of photos so shall do it all at one go!

you keep my flying high, reaching for the untouchable sky!

2009-03-23T04:57:00.003+08:00

2009-03-01T21:27:00.005+08:00

This card is really very impressive! I love it and it mean alot to me love! Thank you for the hard work and everything!

While waiting for "Breakout" to start.....

She looks cute to me! Muhahah!

Jewel Box. Many people said that we have couple face! I totally agree with them! :D

You made 20,21,22 Feb so special that they will be the most memorable days to me always! I love you girl! Big hug for YOUUUU!

2009-02-26T12:30:00.003+08:00

22/2

Today is another special to me because of what my love ones had done for me. I shall elaborate.

Started my day by giving tuition and went to love's place to have lunch. Went to causeway point after that to have ice-cream. Yum yum!

Thought i'm very tired, love didn't allow me to go home and we went shopping at Causeway point. Haha. Window shopping is cool and we went to courts looking at electronics. For the first time we walked the whole courts looking at almost everything in there.

Back home and I'm totally shocked to see what my family and leen had done for me. A family birthday celebration.! Almost all my relatives were there and it's really OMG!! My parent and sister prepared the food and smell really nice, especially the chicken! YOO!

My sister bought the birthday hat and birthday deco and makes me feel like so special however, I'm shy to put on the hat! HAHA!.

As my cousin really enjoy the process of cutting the cake, soon after dinner it's cutting cake time! I feel so shy when they sing birthday for me but it's really a very sweet memories to be kept with me.

I really wanna thank all of you who had done so much to make this day so special to me. All the planning, to orgainsing to taking action! Greatly appreciated!

On the side note, thank you all who wished my happy birthday! :)

2009-02-23T12:33:00.003+08:00

Happy Birthday to ME!

On friday, 20/2, love celebrated my birthday for me! First of all, I want to tell you love, I really thank you so much for doing so so so many things for me! The planning and the presents you gave me! I will treasure them all!

After meeting up, we went to Taka to have lunch! PEPPER-LUNCH! All along wanted to eat this because for quite some time since we last eat pepper-lunch. Yum yum!

Walk around in taka before making our way down to vivo-city~ Long day there and alot of walking! For the first time I walk around vivo for so long! Basically, we are looking for presents for me! HAHA! After a long walk, finally something caught my attention! Went to try the top and bottom and decided to get it. It looks really nice on me! haha abit of BHB here!

Love spent a lot on these present and I'm like feeling heartache for her! Sorry love to make you spend! Photos will be uploaded soon on the top and bottom she bought for me!

Dinner is seriously OMG!!!!! THE MUSSEL GUYS at VIVO! It's my first time there and I will definitely be back there again! Love knows that I love seafood so she decided to bring me there.
Ordered over 10 pieces of spicy mussel, seafood bake rice and a creamy pasta! The chili really powerpack and I can't stop eating! Thank you love for the great dining experience!

Went to Jewel Box after that! From the top of mount faber, everything seems so small and beautiful. Had ice cream there too and personally, I find the place rather romantic. With the light slightly dim and love songs playing at the back, i wish time can stop at the point of time, so that I can enjoy everything with someone i love! :)

Went up to love's place to receive my present at 12am! and i'm really speechless when i received the present! It's a hand-made big big card which looks exquisite. She spent a few nights to do it and it's really the best birthday present ever! The birthday song you sing, melts my heart totally!

thank you love for doing so much for me! i'm really glad i have you! Hugs and kisses especially for you! :)

21/2

My actual birthday! YAY! However, work seem to occupy my whole day. In the morning, went to give tuition to leen's cousin and they made cards for me. So sweet of them! HAHA! After that, went to Tiong Bahru to do some work for the make-up competition event which will take place tml. Went to queensway shopping centre to do printing after that and went to sembawang!

Wanted to buy badminton training t-shirt however, there's still no stock. Nevertheless, the trip to sembawang was not wasted because of the dinner! Sting-ray, lala and kang kong super duper yummy!

Leen and I were rather troubled of what to eat because we only have $30 budget. Still, the food is nicer than newton de seafood! The chili really hot man, until other lips turns red and sweating like nobody's business! haha!

At night, wanted to go prawning with the badminton friends but as there's many people there, we decided to go chomp chomp for dinner. Of course, I didn't eat anything because leen and I just had sting-ray and all. They gave me a big surprise! While chatting with the rest, weili carried the cake and they started singing birthday song to me! OMG. TOTALLY tio own by them!

Thank you all so so much for the surprise! I appreciated it greatly! HAHA!

you never fail to brighten up my everyday with something simple yet special!

2009-02-18T21:09:00.003+08:00

A very special day just passed few days back and it's the valentine's day! Happy valentine's day to you love!

Went to Fish and Co for lunch. The food is yummy and once again we both eat till bloated! Wanted to have something cheap at first but we just can't resist the temptation. HAHA!

Shopped around at Taka, from toys to stationery, bags to electronics. Walked for a long time and we are good teachers because while enjoying our day, we bought things for our student (tuition).

Went to Zhong Huan for some bites. The milk tea there really thick thick man!! Chit chat while resting our legs after a long day of walking. While chatting, we realised time really files. Few months back we were talking about Feb and now it's Feb already! AND I'M GROWING OLDER! OMG! HAHA!

Time for exchaning presents! We made for each other cards that represent our love for each other and I brought her to Esplanade to watch the Korean Dance Group Performance - 'Breakout'.

It is a must watch dance performance and we enjoyed ourselves greatly. The music is great, dance is fantastic and there are many many many "WOW" coming from the crowd. However, the next time if you guys wanna watch this dance performance it will either be in korea or wait till they visit Singapore again. I'm sure they will be back!

Went up to her place around midnight to have some drink made by your mother! How fortunate am I! haha!

happy and enjoyable time spent with you. ily!

2009-02-08T23:34:00.008+08:00

This is how we celebrated our 6th months, Haw Par Villa followed by No Signboard dinner!

Everything is sweet and loving holding her hands walking the whole of Haw Par Villa. Though it is kind of tiring after walking the whole place but still worth it!

Most memorable place will be the 10 courts of hell a.k.a 18 levels of hell. After going to the place, it makes me have no guts to do many things. Well, at least has a little bit of effect on me! Both of us still remember some of the things in there though it had been years since we stepped into there. Kind of memorable. Few years back, I was still a young boy running around, always needed my mother to hold my hands and now, I'm walking the same old place with someone special already! Time flies!

Dinner at No Signboard! Chili crab is seriously OMG! NICE NICE NICE! Ordered quite a number of dishes to the extent we nearly bloat to death! HAHA. Chat awhile while waiting for the food to digest. I really love the part of chatting.

Relationship is indeed easy to enter, tough to maintain. It's a two way matter yet a one way matter. You can live without it yet you can't live without it. Leen introduced me a song called "trouble is a friend". After listening to it, its title kind of make sense and I feel, trouble don't look for us but instead, we look for trouble. I just wish I can stay away from trouble because trouble to me is an enemy not a friend.

Finding myself having more and more white hair. I guess I need to go for a holiday, relax myself, enjoy myself, reward myself. Sometimes I don't really understand why am I feeling stress when I should not be stress. The feeling is kind of contridicting and complicated. I should learn to be a man!

i'm always looking forward to the next day,

for i believe the next day,

will be a better day!

i'm with love!

2009-02-01T23:41:00.002+08:00

HAPPY 6th months LOVE! A simple day yet beautiful!

We went to Jurong point for lunch and went to my place. Shopped and dinner at Sembawang shopping centre, bought badminton shorts and went for a scroll near her place. These are simple activities yet it's just so beautiful when you are doing these with someone you love and that person loves you ^^

No exchanging of gifts yet because of chinese new year. Both of us were rather busy with gambling and Bai Nian-ing. HAHA! Good things worth the wait, furthermore, there are 2 more special dates coming really soon! I'm so looking forward to them!

Talking about chinese new year, it's quite boring at times maybe because everyone is older and are busy with they own things, family visiting seems to be lesser this year comparing with the previous. Nevertheless, some things remain the same, me receiving ang baos instead of giving out! HAHA. (joke not funny i know)

This year, my luck is really bad. No matter how I gamble, I never seem to win unlike the past few years. Maybe it's time for me to give back what I've won. Still, I'm sure luck will come back to me really soon!

Visited Leen's relatives places too. I feel I'm already part of her family and it feels good! Sometimes, I do think about my futher with love. I'm sure we will create a happy family. Alright, abit too early to say ya. HAHA!

Went coaching for a few schools during my holidays. What I feel is that standard of secondary school dropped a lot compared to during my time. After so long without training, I am still able to play around with these students. Nevertheless, I think it time for me to go back for proper training if time allows. POLITE and IVP, I will take my revenge!

waking up in the morning,
knowing someone's waiting.
looking forward with anticipation,
meeting the special person.
it's no other than you,
my beloved girl.

2009-01-20T23:55:00.003+08:00

Chinese new year is around the corner, house is being decorated and I went to shop for new clothes with leen. She bought herself 1 very beautiful dress and 1 top and I gotten myself a pair of shoes and 1 jeans. This year we both are going to look GOOD! :P

I really hope that with the new year, everything will go smoothly for me. I want to show to people, doesn't mean the longer someone or something is to people, the less importance or special the someone or something will be.

Some things change while some don't. I shall do my very best and make things work, to the best it can be or at least somewhere around there. It will not a a routine anymore as long as we try and do our best. Nothing is perfect but we will make it almost perfect. 5 months and 20 days ago we made this promise and we will continue to keep this promise till the day we get old.

We never know what we can do until we try but never give up if we fail for the final winner will be those who persevere and believe in the slightest miracle. lets do this, not me alone neither you alone but both of us together, fight for the life we always dream of, together.

What is life?

2009-01-19T09:45:00.002+08:00

Life is an opportunity, benefit from it.
Life is beauty, admire it.
Life is a dream, realize it.
Life is a challenge, meet it.

Life is a duty, complete it.
Life is a game, play it.
Life is a promise, fulfill it.
Life is sorrow, overcome it.

Life is a song, sing it.
Life is a struggle, accept it.
Life is a tragedy, confront it.
Life is an adventure, dare it.

Life is luck, make it.
Life is too precious, do not destroy it.
Life is life, fight for it.

2009-01-13T22:11:00.002+08:00

School finally started and is already the second week of school. Recently, don't really have much time to blog however, many fun and memorable events took place!

I painted my room last Sat with leen! Colour totally different, from the original purple to yellow! Now my room is brighter and bigger. At least to me it is. HAHA! Painting the room I swear it's really tiring. Leen took a nap halfway and my heart ache when her leg is painful and having headache at the same time. Regret asking her to help. I'm sorry love.

After so so so long, finally mahjong with Chris, Carol and Leen! It's more than 8 hours of mahjong which took almost the whole of Sunday. Fun and enjoying I will say however, lose a bit of money but it's worthwhile before it's the fun we are going after! Shall mahjong soon again!

Finished my IVP games finally. Even though RP lost again however, I'm quite satisfied with my performance as compared to POLITE. At least this time round, I'm able to run around in the court. Nevertheless, for those who look down on me during POLITE, I will seek my revenge next year!

Today was the SOH awards day. A successful event I will say. Aside from being in the organising team, I'm part of performing RP War Cry as well. Didn't really have much time to prepare because we only have a few days to prepare ourselves. War Cry wasn't done very fantistically but the effort everyone had put in definitely deserve some recognition! Well done people!!

Coming to think about it, many of my seniors will be leaving RP soon and I start to miss them especially Alan, Seng Hong and Ah Long. Without them, I wouldn't be who I am today. Sometimes, I really hate the fact that we have to grow up. :(

Don't really know why but recently, I seem to get angry very easily. Perhaps it's because I'm not having enough sleep or could it be because I'm a little too stress? I just hope that I will be okay, continue to be fun person who is liked by everyone.

I'm so glad I found you
I love being around you
You're the light that I see
you make my world go round

New Year Countdown!

2009-01-06T11:54:00.003+08:00

Last day of 2008 was spent very specially not in Singapore but in Batam with Leen, her family and relatives! BEAUTIFUL MEMORIES! Let me elaborate!

Stayed over at her place on the 30th because we will have to wake up really early as we have a boat to catch. Had breakfast, all time favourite mee hoon kuai at bangkit at 6.40am and took a cab to world trade centre. Over there, we took the boat "batam fast" to Batam and it's not really that fast though, took around 1 hour before we step onto Indonesia land.

Luckily we took some pill otherwise I guess we will be throwing out some colourful things from our mouths liao. PUKE!

First stop to the Qian Chen Gao factory where we ordered very delicious Kuehlapis. Lunch is next, at Kingsway Restaurant. Over there, we enjoy food and listen to some aunites singing, the singing competition. Really OMG!

For the first time, I went massage. Good experience but now I AM HAVING PHOBIA because I'm kind of like being molested. Well, can't blame anyone can only blame myself for having this sexy, irresistible body. :P

Went to the POLO shop and shopped. I didn't get any POLO shirt because it's too expensive nevertheless, bought some other brand's shirt from there. Leen gotten herself 1 red POLO shirt. NICE!~

After dinner at night again at Kingsway, KBOX session with love and her cousins. Seriously, out of control! Everyone's screaming and dancing kind of really. NOPE IT'S REALLY CRAZY! ENJOY ENJOY! We sing our hearts out and laugher never seem to stop in the room! The clock strike 12 when we were singing halfway and there comes 2009 and HAPPY FIFTH MONTH!!! Hugs Hugs!

We went back to hotel room only at 3 in the morning and slept at 4 after washing up and watching some show.

The next day...... SHOPPING! Didn't buy anything because there's no money left and clothes there doesn't seem to suit me at all but I enjoy the time spent with her. LOVE, having you around me is the best thing on earth!

Boat back to singapore in the evening. (not used to saying boat back, prefer cab back! HAHA) Dinner at harbour front center and zzzzzzzz till I reach home! Not forgetting, I'm once a millionaire! Whoosss!

thank you love, for giving me such great experience. this is how to step into the fifth month of our relationship and very soon, a surprise HALF a YEAR! :P look forward to it okay! ^^

Early Christmas celebration with JIVERs

2009-01-06T11:46:00.002+08:00

Photos from TAIWAN!

2009-01-06T08:53:00.004+08:00

2008-12-25T22:18:00.003+08:00

Long long time since I blog because I just came back from Taiwan a few days back and reformatted my com 2 days ago. Lost all the photos so photos will be uploaded very soon once I get them :)

As I was saying, I went to Taiwan and I went there with Leen's family and her relatives. Indeed, it's really a very fun experience and I definitely enjoyed myself a lot during this trip. Visted many places and one of which is the "lovers bridge". On the bridge, the scenery is considered not back, got sea and mountain and Leen and I took some pictures there!

Went to many other places to see and of course to spend money to buy nice food from Taiwan! I spent $480 getting something for my parent and that is almost all the money which I brought there. Nevertheless, I didn't really buy anything much expect one fully cow leather bag which really caught my attention.

Went there for 8 days and the last 2 days, we get to taste really nice food in Taiwan because leen's daddy's friend brought us around. We had one of our dinner at the top of the mountain, super cold and the food super duper nice.

After this trip, I find myself 1.5 Kg heavier. OMG, it's time for me to do some lose weight man!

Yesterday was christmas eve and I celebrated it with very special people, Leen and my badminton friends. What's special this year is that we brought our girlfriends along and mahjong! Something cool right. Had alot of fun, laughter here and there and it's seriously a dream come true for me.

Too bad as I woke up early in the morning to help my parent with work, I was rather tired at the end of the end. Still, it's whoo bea-u-ti-ful experience!

Accompany Leen to facial today and the people there said we look alike, got the couple look! :P Of course lar, still need to say meh. :x HEHE! Drove her and her cousin, Jasmine to her grandma's place and celebrated christmas with mahjong and dinner!

we will make it through all the obstacles ahead of us!

2008-12-08T13:14:00.002+08:00

Long time since I blogged. Was rather busy lately with work and work!

Firstly, Pushcart challenge, we won first! woots! Weel done everyone, great job!

Next, it's just 3 days away from Taiwan trip, seriously cannot wait any longer! I wanna go Taiwan! Woots! Bought some of the things needed already and I'm really into the mood of going overseas now. I hope my nose will be able to take the cold.

Third, went for woodlands cc badminton open on sat. Gotten into the quater finals and Alan and I were just one match away from getting into the finals. A bit wasted but it's okay because next year we will get it. I'm sure of it! Jia you!

Had been into mahjong lately. Leen and I were looking for people to play but most of the time, our friends are not free. Nevertheless, we did enjoy ourselves when we play and Leen, your skill definitely had improved greatly. She covered me in our play last night! Power girl, whoo woots!

I told myself I will not make it a habit to mahjong so much because one thing which I can understand, when we don't gamble, we are the biggest winner of all! Still, it's the fun that makes me wanna play though.

happy 4th months and 8 days girl! still counting and counting!

J.K Rowling I am not,

so I cannot write a lot,

just 4 words, I love you lots,

it is short but really means a lot!

2008-11-28T22:25:00.002+08:00

27/11 Thurs

Today is the second day of pushcart challenge. Business is very good and we were all very happy and excited to tomorrow, the last day of our sales day.

Went for mixed doubles BRAG game with leen and we won SIT! WOOTS!!! YAY! HAPPY!! CONGRATS! This is the first victory for Leen and me and seriously, I enjoy myself expect the part whereby someone show attitude which kind of spoil our mood. Nevertheless, Leen, GREAT JOB!

Drove to find ice gems biscuit with leen but finding ourselves ended up at the same place to buy the expensive ice gems. Shopped around too to find new business ideas on what things we can sell. Had dinner at the old Bukit Timah market and we had sting ray, lala and kang kong! Delicious yo!

Headed to leen's place to pack ice gems and I went home to do RJ after that and continued with some packing. Totally tired! zzz

you are the source of my energy

28/11 Fri

Pushcart Challenge finally ended. We made profit! congrats to everyone and a big thank you to those who had put in so much effort in making this challenge a success! Cheers!

Settling the money now and very soon everyone will be abl e to get the profit! YAY!

Went home for dinner with my grandma and parent while Leen had her dinner with her family as well. Long day seriously and I can fall asleep anytime anywhere now.

edis ym yb eb ot uoy tnaw tsuj

2008-11-26T22:14:00.002+08:00

26/11 Wed

Whooo!! Today is a very happy day! Woke up in the morning to get stocks for pushcart challenge then went to meet leen and drove to orchard to watch Madagascar Escape 2 Africa! FUNNY AND NICE, all should go and watch irregardless of your age or gender! Highly recommended!

Went everlast to buy polo-tee, 1 for leen and 1 for me and I became the member of everlast! HAHA. Even though I seldom go there but thinking that 15% discount is quite a lot so decided to join.

Went back to school and meet up with the rest and we started packing ice gems for pushcart challenge tml and friday. Lets hope that all will sell. Friends out there, please support!

Had dinner with them and went to walk around in causeway point for awhile, trying to find a phone that will catch my attention.

Cut hair and I bought vitasoy, 12 packets of them because for the past 2 weeks, I had been drinking Vitasoy from jason's house and it's seriously very nice HAHA!

All the best for our sales tml!

sorry to knock the bottle of apple tea and xie xie ni for all the time today! love today!

2008-11-26T21:51:00.002+08:00

Tue, 25/11

Happy Birthday to Leen's Daddy!

I joined Leen's family for dinner to celebrate leen's daddy birthday. We had steamboat + a mini BBQ at sunset way. The food is very nice and all of us eat till bloated before finishing the dinner with desserts. It's definitely a great dinner and I enjoyed myself.

I bought a G2K shirt for Leen's father as the present. The size fit him nicely and the he likes the design too :)

Today is the first day of Pushcart challenge and business for day 1 is GOOD! Managed to cover cost and lets hope for the best the rest of the 2 days of business. Jia you everyone. :)

couldn't imagine life without you. you are the air that i breathe, the water that i drink, the energy that kept me going and going. love you deeply! hugs for the only you!

2008-11-19T22:32:00.002+08:00

18/11, Tue

Today is the first time Leen is playing badminton in a competition and she played mixed doubles with me. Though we lost, we enjoyed ourselves and kept laughing and laughing. This really make our day!

Love, I promise to treat you good and I will keep to my promise.

19/11, Wed

Went facial with Leen today. Good experience because I gotten my eyebrow extented. Alright, this sounds gay but at least now it looks thicker and nicer? HAHA! Spend quite a bit but it's still considered cheap as compared to other shops out there.

Not used to seeing thick eyebrow though. People when you see me, don't be shock. I will post a photo up soon.

wanna take a break and enjoy life

2008-11-17T15:45:00.005+08:00

Monday is really sian.

Long long day in class, like a dead town and UT is like gone case liao. OMG!

This is the stress part, management accounting.

Celebrated Jason's birthday with badminton guys. Long time since we meet up but nothing changes, except for our ages! We had dinner at Geylang, dim sum and yes, nice food introduced by Chris.

Jason and I drove there and together with us, there are Youlong, Chris, Senghong and Alan. After parking our cars, we walked to find Chris who is already at the there don't know doing what :x

First time walking along the streets of Geylang at night and seriously, it's not the place for me. Feel weird when I'm over there.

We had durian after dim sum and almost all of us too full to eat anything else. Went to Jason's house after that, wanted to cut cake but I think if we eat that cake, we will be rounding around and around liao. Mahjong and went home after that. Great time spent with friends. :)

some things just seem to be bothering me. not sure what it is but it is making me feel uneasy.

tomorrow will be a better day, tell me it will.

2008-11-14T22:46:00.002+08:00

Long day in school with meetings, research, debates and study UT.

Went out for dinner with Leen at IMM, Fish and Co. Woots! Super nice and super expensive :x
Definitely worth the money, with nice food, enjoyable chit chats and of course you!

Read newspaper, about the white tiger killing the zoo keeper. OMG, first time in Singapore and seriously, it's a sad case and I hope family members of the victim, take care.

Went shopping and today really spent a lot. Leen definitely make today's date a fruitful one. She gotten herself a pair of shoes, a new microsoft mouse, 5 O2 facial masks and a Esprit belt. Me, I gotten a Esprit polo-tee with "E" as it's logo :P, a microsoft mouse (the old one gone case liao) and 5 O2 facial masks! Not bad also lar, at least gotten something for myself which I hardly treat myself so good.

Went to BBP for a cup of milo and drove leen home after that. Under her block, saw this summons auntie and uncle and seriously, our faces changed - it was like OMG how how how! We did something really evil, trying to see which car gotten first prize from them and apparentlty, one lucky car gotten it.

Meaning to say, their job is done and won't come back to check again. (safe the park the car there) Looking left and right in the carpark and before we took the lift up, the aunite change into home clothe and that means - knock off time! WOOTS!

I went home after that of course and I'm using the new mouse now. I love it because the 'click click' sound is super soft and it means, HAHA! PET SOCIETY. :P

Alright, will be back to blog again soon! Sian-ness because tml gonna study UT for logistic. :(

you got the power to move my world!

2008-11-12T13:37:00.003+08:00

Here are the photos!

Had my BRAG game on monday and we walk over STA and won SAS. This means we are one step closer to becoming the winner!

Had dinner after that, pasta with the usual people and headed home.

Was really tired so deicided to take a break and Leen and I skipped Tue's class. Slept till 1 plus and I went over her place to study for UT. Hopefully effort will be paid off.

Went to training then realised that we are actually banned. Lame shit! Still, had physical and footwork then went to Woodlands Sports Hall to play some games with some uncle. Last mintue decision so there's only Phua and Darryl and me.

Lost money. Damn idiot. Played 1 game and it cost me $15. Promised myself that I will find a day and win back $30.

Went to look for Leen after the game and we sit down under a block near her place and chit chat. Long time since we do this and the feeling is really sweet! Send her home after awhile and we went back to maple and I'm finally forth job! HAHA!

Thinking of it, still have many many things left undone! Shall do it later and tml. Can push then push ba! HAHA! Want some time for some personal stuffs. :)

wanna watch movies!

2008-11-06T13:31:00.003+08:00

Celebrated Leen's birthday with the JIVErs yesterday. Hope you love it girl :)

Sometimes, I feel that I'm just a little selfish. How could I do something bad to someone I love most. I will do my part to make a change.

There's training today but I won't be attending. After POLITE, I feel confidence level drop to the deepest already. Needed some motivation to make me go training, maybe will be motivated after this week.

I know I'm not doing the right thing, not thinking the right way, causing people around me to be affected by me as well. I just need a little push from behind, I guess?

Lesson is bored, boring, bothering me! Seriously, everyday when I wake up, I will think twice if I want to go school. Never had this mindset before, don't know what is wrong. Someone tell me what's wrong.

Want to watch sing to the dawns. Seems nice! Shall look forward to it!

2008-11-04T08:36:00.002+08:00

After a long time, I'm finally back here blogging.
Had a long week of holiday and definitely have quite a bit to share.

Happy third month love :) love love love!

Both Leen and I had our PP Poster Presentation. Not that scary as we thought but it's still a very good experience, something like how we will do our presentation next time when we enter into the working world.

Most properly, should be getting a pass for both of us since the comments we received were both positive. :) Pray for the best!

Went for competition (POLITE) and seriously speaking, nothing much to talk about it. Performance wise, totally different as compared to last year's. Don't think next year will have the chance of getting and medal le. Well, forget it. HAHA!

Played maple with Eileen and our levels are like 100+. First time reaching so high level however, the server like funny man. We are like flying everywhere from one land to another but still, fun fun fun! HAHA! Played in the middle of the night till 2am? Woots!

Want to study UT for management accounting but we always have reason to say "lets study another day." Now we both are worried about the next UT liao. OMG! :s

Started to help my parent with work again, becoming loanshark HAHA! Earn quite a bit already but money is never enough! Want to start earning for my expenses for the Taiwan trip which is like around 5 weeks away! :) So looking forward to it.

Skipped school yesterday and went bowling with leen! :P She bowl 2 games only and I bowl 5. Kind of like addicted to the game. So fun lor! Now my thumb hurts HAHA!

Today, I'm having my very last game against NYP. I hope I will be able to win but ya. Don't want to have too much hope.

you rock my world. wish for the best in everything!

2008-10-27T23:03:00.002+08:00

Happy birthday to you! Happy birthday to you!
Happy birthday to Leeeeeen! Happy birthday to you!

Happy birthday to my GIRL! :)
All your wishes came true le, feel so happy for you! :D

As leen will be celebrating her actual birth day with her family, I celebrated for her on Sun instead and from the smile on her face, I know she enjoyed herself any love everything I've prepared for her!

Met her in the afternoon and we went to Marina Square to have lunch. Billy Bomber, woots and it's very nice! Always wanted to eat this but never really gotten the chance. The serving is really big and we both eat until we can hardly walk when we leave the place.

Walked around in MS and had some shopping. Really a shou huo for me cause I bought myself a polo-tee which is very nice. Continued to walk before deciding to head down to vivo.

First time parking my car at vivo and I'm like wow cause can hardly find a parking slot. Over there, I gave leen her very first present which is a hand-made birthday card, scroll design with my wishings to her. She loved it! :)

Then looking at the time, we decided to park the car at a place nearer to cable car instead so I drove to Harbourfront tower 2. First time there again and seriously speaking, the place is very ulu! Scary to the max cause you can see noone there in the carpark and it's like haunted.

Called Jewel Box to confirm their location and drove there instead firstly because it's free parking, secondly the carpark is really very ulu!

Reached Jewel box and we walked around to see the place. Really nice place. Beautiful sunset view and soothing music. Not long after that, we finally had the main activity of the day, SKY DINNING on the CABLE CAR!

It's seriously very romantic with no lightings, only a small bulb (having the candle effect). In the cable car, we had our dinner, nice food and nice view of Singapore. Not only that, chit chatting with each other is never missed out! Sang birthday song to leen and promised her something. (secret :P)

The whole ride is about 2 hours. I must really say it's a very romantic experience even though the cable car is rather stuffy and small but it gives us a good reason to fan each other which makes the whole experience even more loving!

Of course, second present for leen was given to her during the dinner. Purple earpiece specially design for ipod. Woots, really a nice earpiece but don't know what's wrong, it's spoil. Don't worry leen! I'll get it changed for you soon!

They took photos of us and made it into something really very nice. Will show you guys the photos soon. Spent $35 for it but seriously, I love it so so much!!!

I really enjoyed myself and the overall rating for this experience 10 stars!

Went back to Vivo again for shopping. Didn't really buy anything though and I drove leen around Singapore, from 1 end to another and back to north, sambawang park! Over there, I gave leen the last present I've gotten for her. Ipod nano PURPLE!

Her reaction - make me feel everything done is so worthwhile! I'm really glad you like it so much! Sorry for all the white lies I told you.

You are definitely the most fortunate girl on earth! I love you deeply leen! this mucccchhhhhh!

Everything doesn't end here. First time first after I wash up today, 27/10, I drove down to Cluny Court to collect the Awfully Chocolate cake and brought it to leen's place. Her parent ordered pizzas and Jing Zheng Tou and we celebrated leen's birthday together. Food is super duper nice man! Wish to eat more but very very full le.

Together, we baked a cake too. It's over cooked but still very very nice! Yummy! Went to her grandma's place where another round of celebration, this time with almost all her relatives! Played mahjong after that and won quite abit. Couple power yo! HAHA!

My parent and sister knew about her birthday and prepared presents for her too! See girl, how fortunate you are! :P

I believe your birthday this year is the most memorable one. These memories will be engraved deep in your heart and I'm really sure, you will be so expecting your next birthday! Once again, HAPPY BIRTHDAY GIRL! LOVESS! For everything that I'd done, just with you enjoy everything part of it and you don't have to say a word for nothing will be able to express you feelings for me! :D

2008-10-24T10:38:00.002+08:00

seriously disappointed with myself, my performance in this year's polite.
lost 2 deciding games like what the crap am i doing.
will i continue to lose for the next 3 games, this is the big questions.

long time since i lose deciding games. the last time was in secondary 3.
i think i'm still better in single instead of doubles so i don't understand why coach just can't put me in single. because he think that i'm not fit enough? challenge my physical then.

yes i must agree long time since to go for proper training but that doesn't mean that i am not physically fit. whatever the matter is, really disappointed with myself, low confidence level now.

school recently is getting boring and i'm starting to have the habit of skipping classes. this is bad ya but well, haha hope this stress period will be over soon.

holiday starts from tomorrow but don't really have the mood for holiday however, i'm really looking forward to sun. the big day! really excited for it. :)

thank you for being around when i needed you.

2008-10-19T21:47:00.004+08:00

Finally back to blogging!

17/10, Fri

Skipped school today. Went to leen's place in the morning wanted to give her a surpise to send her to school but due to the tired training the day before, we decided to skip school. I went to Mac to do my PP Poster while she carry on with her sleep and only went up at around 10 plus.

Studied for UT and made our way to BPP for lunch and went back to school to take UT. Since tml is her big day, polite, I decided to take her to some place to relax: idea in mind was the chocolate Bar located at Esplanade.

Changed of plan due to some reasons HAHA and went to No Signboard for dinner. The food there seriously makes me want to go back for more especially the chilli Crab. Super duper yummy nice~

We had the shock of our life because the price stated was $139 for 2 ppl but we were thinking not possible to be so cheap and she started to feel worried. Thought of the plans for the rest of the month and the following month and the following month on how to save money.

Of course enjoy the food first is the most important, money second. The most exciting part is when we asked for the bill and this is the picture of the bill.

Always wanted to have a walk at One Fullerton and finally, the dream came true. Sat there for awhile enjoying the beautiful night. It's really very relaxing and romantic! Took a scroll to Raffles Place and sat there again to chit chat. I love chit chatting, sitting down after long period of stress and work, the feeling: undescribable!

Went home to maple for awhile and finally, we were both tired to go lala land.

Sweetness of love fill my heart,
from you to me eternally.
Dreams come true when you believe,
you are the key to my dreams.

18/10, Sat

First of all, congrats to RP Bowling Girls Team for getting first for woman's team! Congrats leen for getting third for doubles! Proud of you! My effort definitely had paid off.

Woke up around 6 and make my way to leen's place and her father drove us down to Safra Yishun and I watched her play for games till late afternoon. My legs were abit sour, back and head are aching after standing the whole day but seeing her win, all these are nothing!

Cheering her on when her mood is down, though i don't know how much did I help her to get back her motivation but I believe, I am a great help!

After the games which is like 5-6 pm, her family and I went to Bukit Timah to have dinner. The food is yum yum and we went queensway to shop for winter wear preparing to go Taiwan! Went up to her place to watch TV until 11 and I went back after that. Totally gone case, sleep immediately!

Nothing matter more than your smile. winning makes everything we did worthwhile. Now that some commitments are done, lets have some time to enjoy and do the things we always wanted to. :)

2008-10-16T13:57:00.002+08:00

16/10, Thurs

Drove to school today because I want to let leen have more time to rest. Lesson is getting more fun maybe because I try to see it at a positive way. Also, thank you leen for the support!

Back still aching like nobody business lucky she bought me the tiger plam thing. Getting better a little. Still have to go training, feeling really reluctant to go but still have to go. I'm so looking forward to 10pm cause I will be able to see leen. She's coming down to see me! YAY! Xie xie ni my girl : )

Going out of class soon, got to do RJ. Boring! HAHA!

i am easily satisfied.

15/10, Wed

Finally, I become good boy and pack up my room. Now it's very neat. Nice!
Was waiting for time to pass because I will only be able to see leen after 3pm. It's a form of torture in some ways.

Went to her place for dinner, fried rice is delicious. Started on PP Poster like finally but was really tired even until now and with my bodyache, cannot stay focus.

Have a number of things that I need to buy. Maybe I will be able to get them all after Polite Games. Hopefully, there will be time. : )

Maybe I don't have the hair you like
Or maybe I don't have eyes like the sky
But I can show you what love means
*happy to have you

random

2008-10-14T11:13:00.002+08:00

woke up in the morning, just feel like continuing to sleep. really tired.
not in my best mood today due to my tiredness and boring lesson.
hope at the end of the day everything will be better! looking forward to 10pm!

sometimes, i just feel that i have very weak mental, low EQ.
or maybe i'm just tired.
polite is coming soon and it seems like the team still not ready yet.
of course, this include myself.

the team had this dream last year after the polite ended, to be at least number 2 this year.
somehow, it seems like it is rather impossible.
maybe next year? or maybe next year i will no longer be in the team?

i wanted to quit badminton, having this thought at the start of the year because of my injury.
now it seem to be getting better but can't find my motivation to start training again.
i really needed to have sparring partner.

Jason Wah, if you happen to see this, i had always been telling my girl that you are the type of sparring partner i'm looking for. i miss those days back in secondary school. well, what's in the past is in the past!

was losing my sleep lately. took quite a long time before falling asleep and i'm thinking and thinking and thinking. off the lights and i'm finding myself sitting up to on the lights and this steps repeated itself for a few times and i don't even know what is bothering me.

13/10, Mon

Feeling sian cause it seems like a lecture day. I seem to be like the target for everything. Trying to be a nice person keeping all these inside me, taking the same approach, hoping tomorrow will be better.

Went jogging with Leen, did push up and sit up and against the wall. I'm preparing myself to polite like finally. Thank you leen for accompanying me exercise. : )

Was feeling really tired after all these, went back home and it's like power because at 10.11pm, an email was sent out saying that there's meeting today. Chiong the workplan which i'm suppose to present today.

Can't wait to get into bed!

Photos!

2008-10-13T15:12:00.002+08:00

Some photos we took at sunset way!

2008-10-13T10:41:00.002+08:00

12/10, Sun

Was really tired and wasn't concentrating on the road. Made a lane changed and the next second, I heard horning from somewhere. Was checking around me, trying to see where is the car and it took me a few seconds before I spot the car hiding in my blind spot.

He must be like bloody hell cursing me cause it took me 10 seconds or so before I realised him there. I think he must have had jam brake like no people business. Oops. He drove to my side and stared at me, all I did, STARE BACK! POWER! :P

Another thing is, I forgot to bring my wallet out! :(

Gave tuition and went to leen's grandma's place for dinner and watched Full-House again! The show is just making me want to watch more and more!

Best experience of the day, Leen and I went Ikea to shop for our house :P HAHA! Kidding~
We went to walk walk, see see, buy buy things. Main objective is to get myself a chair in my room and to find chair for herself too. In the end, I got myself a $98 chair, shiok and confortable!

Great experience because we had alot of fun walking around, alot of crazy ideas on how house can be decorated! Playing around with those funny funny decoration, seriously, sweetness!

Went back home and lala land. Seriously tired!

Lucky to be in love with you. Sweetness is making falling deeper for you! xoxo

2008-10-13T09:16:00.003+08:00

11/10 Sat

Went to give tuition today and went to Sophia's sister birthday with the bowler. So lucky of me to be invited.

Here are the photos!

Gamble a little and lost quite a bit at first. Luckily my lucky star is sitting beside me and we were like winning in terms of $4, $8 that kind at the end. Overall, I still lose $10+. HAHA!

Great Day afterall! woots!

Xie xie ni for giving me such experience. You are my lucky star!

2008-10-13T08:45:00.003+08:00

10/10, Fri

Today, decided to skip school cause we both are really really tired both mentally and physically. Went back to school to celebrate Sylvia's birthday and went back home to study hard for accounting UT.

Suppose to go to her auntie's place for dinner but haha, we didn't! Instead, we watched full-house and I'm like so addicted to it now haha! Here are the photos of Sylvia's birthday!

7/10, Tue

Went to Sunset way for dinner today. Many options there such as Japanese food, seafood, chinese food and many more! First time there and was like "wow, what to eat man?"

In the end we chosen to eat BAOs and Dim Sum at this Hong Kong Cafe. The food there is nice and most importantly, the place is quite relaxing. That's the purpose of going there, to relax after long long time of working hard.

Hope the tiredness period will end real soon!

2008-10-07T09:17:00.003+08:00

Pictures taken on our second month!

XOXO girl! everything you did, I appreciate them to the fullest! It is really the best thing to have you! Hugs! The months are still continue to count and continuing and continuing!

Random photo, taken after giving tuition!

6/10, Monday

Bad day today because I fell sick! Stomach flu, terrible feeling. Body temperature keeps changing from cold to hot, then from hot to cold. Decided to stay in school still because I don't think I still can afford to miss any lesson. HAHA!

Went out to have dinner with JIVErs. It had definitely been a long time since we went out together due to commitments leen and I are having now but ya, it will be over soon!

Wanted to go to work after dinner but I guess I'm running a fever and was like boom onto my bed. Something sweet, Leen took very good care of me. Covering blanket for me, pouring water, putting wet towel on my forehead, accompany me to see a doctor. For a moment, I would rather be sick forever haha!

After doing RJ, send her to take a cab and I went to lala land for awhile. Woke up and went online to make some bookings for the big day. Though now she knows where I want to bring her to, there are still many surprises waiting girl! :P

Big thank you to my parent, LOVE, Yiyin and Kaman for the concern shown. :)

it may be just some small actions from you, but it definitely have great impact on me.

the plans and dreams we both shared will soon be fulfilled, together we can!

2/10, Thurs

2008-10-03T23:39:00.002+08:00

Normal school day for me but what is so special is after my badminton training. Was messaging leen while I was having training and she told me, she's on her way back home and reached home around 9 plus, happily lying on her bed. Of course, naturally, I believe what she said so was changing my shoes slowly and thinking of what should I do after my training.

Suddenly, my coach said, "collect money liao" and I was like HUH?! Turned to my left and guess who I saw, Leen! Shock of my life and I was like smiling away like some idiot, speechless because I'm too happy to see her. We went dinner/supper and went back home. Even though it was just a short while spent with her, I am more than glad and happy already.

Girl, you silly! Travel all the way to find me. You must be scare scare having to walk alone in the school before coming up to the sportshall. What you had done, I appreciate them greatly and I love them all. Thank you for the effort! You are the best! HUGS!

2008-10-02T08:47:00.002+08:00

1/10, Wed

YAY! BIG DAY! Happy 2 months girl! XOXO!

Went to have this hightea session at Cheng Ho, a chinese boat which travel on Singapore sea. Leen and I were like so hungry and can't wait for the food to be served and we ate all we can. Was looking at the food while we eat thinking if there will be refill and BOO, there isn't haha!

On the boat, it's definitely very comfortable, with the warm from the sun and the breeze of the sea, perfect place for relaxation. Managed to see a few number of islands but it passed by so fast can't really see them. The next island I wanna go, Kusu island!

Went to town trying to find some shorts. Didn't managed to find any that we like so went back without buyigng thing however, it's fun to shop with leen.

Studied for UT and home sweet home! Great day spend with you girl.

Those words in the letter just tell me how much I mean to you and I want to let you know, you mean everything to me!

30/9, Tue

Holiday today YAY! Went to watch Leen bowl almost the whole day and I can tell that she's really very tired after one whole day of bowling. Drove to Acer help-desk thinking of collecting my laptop and damn, I'm late for just 5 minutes. Super irritating but well, at least there's leen to accompany me.

Went to no signboard for dinner with leen's family and seriously, food is super duper nice! The crab, prawns and SHARK FIN omg goodness. Will wanna go there again soon. HEHE! Was rather shy initially but after awhile, got used to the atmosphere and starting joking around with her cousin and laughing with her relatives.

Overall, the dinner is great and I definitely enjoy myself to the fullest!

You never fail to fill my life with colours!

2008-09-26T12:06:00.002+08:00

25/9, Thurs

Lesson today is really tough and basically, mentally tired after school. Went for a friendly match against NYP and result, 4 - 1! RP WON!

Was rather depressed with the fact that Alan is leaving the team. There goes my doubles partner. Alan, all the best in life, we can always meet up with the rest to play badminton together!

Girl, thank you to be there when I needed you, your hugs definitely make me feel love. I'm lucky to have your love! I didn't know how to react when I get to know that can't wait to finish training and come to support me. You are always my number 1 girl~ Hugs!

2008-09-26T11:05:00.002+08:00

22/9, Mon

Went jogging with leen after school today and we played badminton. MUHAHAHA! I didn't bully her I swear and she improved on her serving. Enjoyed myself and had good laugh. I want to play more badminton with you girl. :)

i never fail to end my day with a smile when there's you!

24/9, Wed

Went back to school though it's a wed to look at the PP poster at the PP corner. It doesn't seem difficult only that I'm lazy to start doing. Went to J8 for some shopping and travel down to Toa Pa Yio for dinner. Had 6 siew mai, I know this sounds crazy but it's true! For those who knows me, I am someone who can really eat yo and I'm like getting fatter! Damn.

Went to support leen for her roll-off at OCC and had dinner at 834. The food is nice but definitely not better than the one at chinatown - redstar. People if you guys happen to be around chinatown, give it a try at redstar where there's dim sum and delicious food.

if it takes 50% of my effort to bring you happiness, I will put in 100%! :)

2008-09-26T09:26:00.002+08:00

19/9, Fri

Skip school and went to have breakfast with leen. Basically, for all of a sudden, it started raining and she was stuck under the block while on her way to the busstop. I drove over to pick her up and well, looking at the time, decided not to go to school since we will be late.

Gotten my very first summon for parking on double yellow lines and lucky, no demerit points. HAHA! The breakfast cost me $55 but good experience overall. Went to gave tuition in the evening and home sweet home to maple!

20 & 21/9, Sat & Sun

Accompany Leen to her training while I slack and went to give tuition in the afternoon. Went out for dinner with my family at bottletree village. Nice food and sharkfin. Woots yum yum man. Can't wait for the next dinner.

Went to give tuition on Sunday again and went to leen's grandma's place. Had dinner there and the food is very nice, with the lala and all woots. Shiok!

2008-09-18T10:34:00.002+08:00

17/9 Wed

For the first time, I went facial and of course, I'm not alone cause leen went for facial too! It was a great experience and seriously, I'm kind of nervous. :s

Lie down on the bed and the person started to touch my face from top to bottom, left to right back to the top. Glad to hear the news that my skin quality is good, only with some burn here and there.

Started off with washing my face then the squeezing of the blackheads and the best thing, MASK! The cooling mask is definitely an enjoyment and together with the soothing music, I fell asleep for a few mintues. :)

This is a bit girlish cause I actually got my eyebrow shaved cause someone is saying my eyebrow look like don't know what. Know who I'm referring to? HAHA, you got it! :P However, I'm very satisfied with the result and I must really say, it looks much neater now. :P

After all the facial, took a bus to town, wanted to try Fish and Co. however, the one at Wheelock Place closed down. Sadded, and we had dinner at Sakae Sushi! Walked to Cine to collect ticket and we watched Boys over flowers the movie.

The show however, quite boring but it definitely had a very sweet ending. Love is in the air!
We had good laugh in the theater not very much due to the movie but because of some internal joke! HAHA! Raisin yum yum. :P

Shopping day next week. Hope it's possible! =)

Reminiscing - sweet memories adding on to our relationship. All I wish for is a happy ending. :)

2008-09-16T08:42:00.004+08:00

14/9 Sun

Went to give tuition at CCK with Leen and went back to her house, waited for her to get changed cause she's attending a wedding dinner. Seriously, she looks beautiful in the brown dress and my eyes just stuck on to her for minutes.

Drove her to grandma's place where her cousin helped her to put on make up and do up her hair. She's the most beautiful girl on earth. I lost words when I looked at her and if noone was around, I swear I'm gonna hug her tight.

Drove her back to Panjang and picked her friend, Calista and drove them Cedans for the dinner. Went shopping after that at causeway point and walked for an hour. Was actually thinking of getting something to eat but don't really have the wei kou so I continue walking and walking and walking.

Saw this shirt from outfitter girl and bought it for leen. Hope you will love it girl. =) Great day with you travelling here and there, the waiting process is lonely but you worth my wait!

Falling in love with you is the second best thing in the world. Finding you is the first.

1. The person who tag you is?
None other than leeeeen!

2. Your relationship with him/her is?
She my girl!

3. Your five impressions of him/her?
Sweet looking, outgoing, friendly girl!

4. The most memorable thing he/she had done for you?
The book of memories she made for me.

5. The most memorable thing he/she had said to you? I hate the fact the I love you, I love your everything! melts my heart totally!

6.If he/she become your lover, you will?
Definitely with no regrets!

7. If he/she become your lover, thing he/she has to improve on will be?
To me, she's perfect. I love her the way she is =)

8.If he/she become your enemy, you will?
I will not let this happen.

9.If he/she become your enemy, the reason will be?
She hurts me deep? (I don't know how to answer this) haha!

10. The most desired thing you want to do for him/her now is.
Giving her happiness!

11. Your overall impression of him/her is.
Sweet, understanding, thoughtful girl!

12. How you think people around you will feel about you?
Funny guy, easy to get along with.

13. The characters you love of yourself are.
Putting others before self.

14.On the contrary, the characteristics you hate most about yourself are?
Lack of confidence, laziness (at times)

15. The most ideal person you want to be is.
Me, myself and I.

16. For people that care and like you, say something to them.
Thank you for all the care and concern. Everything is greatly appreciated.

17. Pass this quiz to 10 persons that you wished to know how they feel about you pass to people that have blog only.

Eileen
ALan
Wei li
You Long
Yeeteng
Shallin
Yi Yin
Chris
*
*

To the world, you may be one person. But to me, you are the world!

2008-09-13T23:18:00.004+08:00

13/9 Sat

Today is a beautiful for me. Firstly, went to support my sister in her NUS dance concert together with my mother and leen. My sister danced well and the seriousness on her face explains to me how much effort she had been putting over these few weeks. Good job sis!

Was suppose to go to a wedding dinner with my mother at night however, I decided that I do not wish to go taking into consideration that my cousins are like 30 years old and other relatives are like 50+ years old. Nothing to talk about and thinking of the sian-ness, I back out.

Went to Leen's family gathering for mooncake festival instead. Without me saying much, you guys will know how much I enjoyed myself! Some new faces but I managed to overcome my shyness (you guys must be thinking, zhihong shy?).

Feel very weird to just sit down there and have dinner so I decided to help out in BBQ. Not long, leen's daddy took over my job and we went burning things. That's what we should do for mooncake festival, aka buring festival! We played with candles as well and this is what leen and I did! Hugssss!

E Z LOVE!

Played catching and stomachache game with leen and her cousins. Long time since I really ran and I'm tired!!

*leen you cheater! but you definitely make me laugh out loud!

If you count all the stars in the sky,
all the grains of sand in the oceans,
all the roses in the world and all the smiles that have ever been,
then you will have a sample
of how much I love you.

2008-09-11T01:03:00.004+08:00

Went to school in the morning to pass JIVE election forms to Yiyin. Went to Leen's place after that as we are going to town together but to different places.

When everything is ready, we realise that I forgot to bring her wallet out which is at my home and so we went back to take. While heading to my house, realised she didn't bring her friend's present out. Today definitely is blur sotong day for us. Went back to take the present and finally head down to town by 190.

She met up with her friends and I left after some introduction. I'm rather shy. Oops. HAHA! THey had some bites i suppose while I went to cine sourcing something for Leen.

This part is funny to me!! She messaged me telling me she's coming to cine and I'm like stun for a moment, thinking to myself, "SHIT, she will be then see what I'm getting for her." I made the payment chop chop and hide behind the pillars looking at the entrance, trying to spot her.

Finally, the target showed up. LOL! Lucky they went to the lift. I was like thank goodness they took a lift. Very quickly, I went down by the escalator. She managed to see me carrying a plastic bag but didn't really see what the thing is.

Walked all the way to opp fareast and took 190 then 187 home. It's really boring to be at home and I'm seriously not used to the fact that she's not around me. Emotionally attached to her? I believe I am.

At home, I'm unable to sit down properly, always walking here and there with no direction and finally, I took the keys and went out, destination - ? but was travelling towards the west, commonwealth area.

Wanted to accompany her home from Holland V but in the end, waited at Petir Lrt instead. Waited for some time but knowing that I will get to see her soon, it just kept me waiting patiently.

Met up with her and we went to mac. Seeing the smile on her face, I know she enjoyed herself greatly! YAY!

Stupid faci (not teaching us but someone), took bloody hell long to read a report and she so no 人情味, don't even want to help to make corrections for minor mistakes. She herself says no need to include something if not doing on that but in the end say must include. Damn idiotic, change her words anyhow she wants it to be. SO NOT RESPONSIBLE! RP should not hire this kind of stuff and she should go back hometown to plough land man! PISSED off by her ACTIONS AND IRRESPONSIBILITY!

*The hugs and kisses you gave are so comfortable and addictive. My heart is big enough to contain only you! Lovesss =)

2008-09-10T17:54:00.003+08:00

8/9 Monday

Woke up in the morning to prepare 爱心早餐 for leen! Black pepper ham, all time favourite hotdog and cheese, super yummy! Saw the look on her face I knew she loves it to the max! More breakfast to come girl. ^^ =)

After school went jogging near leen's place and had dinner with her family members. The food as usual is yum yum. First daily grade is out for management accounting and we both did well for the first lesson! Good job girl, keep it up! =)

9/9 Tuesday

Finally, last day for week 1 of school. Had been expecting today for a week already. Lesson with Qi fen is fun and I guess Leen and me will be the hottest topic in class for the next 15 weeks le. WAHAHA!! My face just turn so red when she teased the both of us. OMG!

She went to training while I try to finish my RJ and learning the proper way of giving credits to the resources we used in producing the presentation slides. It's tough for me as I had never done it the proper way before.

Had supper together after her training and went up to her place to finish up our RJs. I gave her an half an hour of massage and I'm sure it is very comfortable. The contented look from her face explains everything.

you are the only face I want to see

2008-09-09T08:51:00.005+08:00

5/9 Friday

A really long day in school with Lena on the module Service Quality. Lesson not that bad after all but was rather surprise to see only 13 people in class on the first week of school.

Went out with JIVErs to celebrate Davis's birthday at Minds Cafe. Definitely had fun playing those cards and board games, testing our reactionsssss HAHA!!

Here are the photos!

Love, your care and concern is greatly appreciated. my welfare is being well taken care of by you. With love!

6/9 Sat

Great day to me. My day started off with giving tuition to Leen's cousin. Time passed really fast and I'm really happy for being able to help Veon (my student) with his Maths.

Drove Leen to training while I took a short nap. She bowled well with an average of 17x. Proud of you girl! Went to Blk 304 to have our favourite 'Zhu Chao' and seriously, if you guys happen to be around there, try out the 'Qian Dao Zhu Rou'. It's super yummy!!

Went to work with leen for my parent to earn some extra pocket money. Enjoyment I will say for being able to so called have a unique way of dating while earning money as well.

After work, watched 三个好人 on movie channel at my place. Always only managed to catch a bit of the show and this time finally managed to finish watching it. Quite a funny show and damn, the saddening parts made me tear.

After sending Leen home, lala land!!

7/9 Sun

Had lunch with Leen, her mother and brother at Lot 1 and I had Pepper lunch! Yum Yum! Went to give tuition and for the first time, I went up to Leen's grandma's place! Excited and nervous but indeed, it's a great experience! Weee~~

Mahjong with her relatives for 1 round, super exciting with all the jokes they cracked, I had a good laugh :) Had dinner there and the food is yummy. Got the kind of family taste ^^

Went to work after that, earning money again! Woots! Suddenly feel a little richer. To conclude, my day is spent meaningfully with you girl! :)

In dreams and in love there are no impossibilities.

For there's you, my night has become a sunny dawn!

Your words are my food, your breath is my wine.

I love you, not only for what you are, but for what I am when I am with you.

You are everything to me girl.

first day of school

2008-09-04T13:58:00.002+08:00

Finally, school starts once again. My new class, E65F.
Thinking about it, time really flies and 3 more semesters, I'll be out of RP. Good or bad still too early to judge.

Many familiar faces in this new class but it rather quiet, not really use to it. Many people should had already known, I'm in the same class as leen but a little unlucky, not in the same team as her. Many more modules to go confirm got chance one. LOL!

Having management accounting today and faci is Gail. Hmm, maybe not used to such dry module feeling sian for lesson most of the time. Hopefully, future lessons will be more lively in any way possible. Pray hard!

Lesson is ending very soon after meeting 3 which is like 2 minutes away. Hopefully everything goes well smoothly with very little firing here and there.

Plan for after school - Causeway point for dinner and head down to safra yishun then back home!

hope tomorrow will be better in terms of everything. feeling xxxxxxxxxx

2008-09-03T23:48:00.003+08:00

Woke up in the afternoon and started packing my stuffs for meeting in school.
Bought my lunch and went online basically rotting trying to clean up my computer as it seems to be lagging recently.

Went to leen's place to teach her brother maths while she work on her PP. Bus to school for meeting and lucky it's a chop chop one.

Had dinner together with JIVErs at causeway point and had some chit chatting. Went to look for mouse cause my wiresless mouse seems to be eaten up by a cat, no long working. Alright lame I know. :P The mouse I bought is the same as Leen's as I feel that the click click feeling of the mouse is shiok!

Went back to Leen's house after that to continue to help her brother with maths and gave her a little idea on her PP. She is doing a good job so far! Jia you love! ~

The best and most beautiful things in this world cannot be seen or even heard, but must be felt with the heart and that's your love. Hugss!

2008-09-03T00:59:00.002+08:00

Woke up in the morning and packed my stuffs for badminton training in the afternoon in school.
Went to meet Leen and had breakfast together before sending her to training. I blogged and making changes to my PP report and finally submitted it to the LEO.

Though I am not a bowler and shouldn't be making any comments but I feel that a coach should take his/her player's feeling into consideration while thinking of how to win. In this case, the player will then be motivated to play as well. I hope you will find your motivation to excel girl. Nevertheless, I will always be there for you when you needed me.

Drove to school and she meet up her PP advisor and I went to training. Training is boring I will say and I seriously need to have sparring partner before I lose interest in badminton. Leen and I went up to my place with our dinner. Slice fish soup yum yum and she continued to chiong her PP while I had a short quick nap before heading for my competition.

Results for today's game: lost. Kind of sad for seng hong and I made quite a lot of mistakes. Sorry seng hong, long time no train mistakes alot. However, we stand a chance to win though. Such a pity.

Leen came down to support me once again and I'm really feeling very fortunate to have her coming to support. The waiting period is super long and I hope you are not bored to zzzzzz :P Thank you so much for the effort. Greatly appreciated! Love you!

ps: to the barstard someone who don't have eyes to see. OPEN YOUR EYES WIDER BEFORE MAKING ANY IDIOTIC COMMENT. IF YOU DON'T KNOW HOW TO SEE, GO HOME ASK YOUR MOTHER TO TEACH YOU!

Happy First Month Girl

2008-09-02T12:56:00.004+08:00

Happy first month girl! 我爱你！

Yes, it's the first month for us and seriously, it seems like we had been together for a very long time already. 3 words to describle my feeling, beautifully in LOVE

Basically, we decided that we will have unique celebration instead of movie and meals and we definitely made it SPECIAL! Met love in the afternoon and I received the biggest surprise! Thank you love for the beautiful wallet and the sweet letter! =) Getting tang niao bing soon yo!
We will make the box overflow with STARS!! LOVE YOU LOTS!!

We went to Jurong East Swimming Complexe. We had the shock of our life seeing no one at the pool! Basically, for Monday, the pool will open only at 2.30pm.

We have lunch at KFC, very sinful I know and went to walk around at the shops near the neighbourhood and by 2.30, we headed to the lazy river! Went 2 rounds before going into the big pool and we swam 4 laps in total. Swimming with someone you love, the feeling's GREAT!

We went to the wave pool next where I enjoy myself most. It's really fun though we were without float. I was carrying her and she asked me this: "What if I go missing?" Silly girl, with me around, you will never lose your way! Hugssss!!

After swimming, went back to my house and I changed WALLET, Pierre Cardin! Took a train to Junction 8 to shop and have dinner. I bought a necklace and I will put on the pandent wherever I go, just like having in my heart, always.

We bought a very cute pouch to put laptop's adapter and hers is piglet while mine is tigger. Super duper cute and nice lor! Wahahaha!! We had dinner at 'Wang Zai' and the food is delicious and the price is very reasonable. =)

We then make our way to Yio Chu Kang sportshall as I am having Cheers Double Badminton Competition. I'm really very happy that she came and support! Waited for really really long as there is a delay in all the matches. Sorry to keep you waiting love.

While I was playing, suddenly I heard her voice shouting jia you and these simple words just filled my heart with love, giving me energy. I turned and smile, the scene is beautiful!
The result, seng hong and I won! YAY!

Leen and I went to my place and while I was bathing, she's in my room with my sister. HAHA! Getting along well ya! I'm so happy to see my family members treating Leen like part of the family. This is what I wish for all along! Leen, lets keep this going! Hugs!

You are the reason of me being happy.
You are the one who motivated me.
You are the one who I want to be with.
You are the one for me, for
You make me BELIEVE!
Happy First Month Together girl!

She ate the portion, yum yum!

You filled my heart with love!

Just you and me!

2008-09-02T11:56:00.004+08:00

19 - 21 Aug

I'm really glad that I'm actually being invited to Leen's bowling and class chalet which falls on 19-21 Aug. Definitely had fun especially with E66A people who treats me like their own classmates. Thank you guys for the invitation and being a wonderful host =)

We played mahjong and black jack together and yes, we LOST $$$$ :( but it was great experience though. Leen and I went to sit by the pool and she slept on my lap for an hour. Everything is so sweet, the scene, the moon, the sound of the water and her!

22 - 23 Aug

Went for JIVE Camp and it's a success!! Well done people who put in so much effort for this camp since June. Number of participants was a little lower than what we expect however, with lesser people doesn't mean lesser fun but instead, everyone enjoyed themselves!

It's really good to see JIVErs bond well together, making friends here and there and I strongly believe JIVE will become an outstanding IG in RP in years to come.

The organizers were put on some tests and yes, it does affect our mood however, we took it positively and there we go, a successful camp!! YAY!

*watching you sleep is such a beautiful thing!

25 - 29 Aug

Went to work every morning and yes, as usual super tired and I just wish to continue my sleep! Thinking of the objective of me wanting to work, it gave me the energy to drag myself up and go to work.

Seriously speaking, when working, the time always pass very slowly and everyday, I nearly zzzzzzzzz while doing all the data entries! Sian-ness!!

Monday after work, went to Leen's place and we actually wanted to go for a jog. Due to the tiredness, we watched TV instead and I tried to fix the internet connection for her. Was able to get connected at the end of the day and her mummy's cooking is yum yum!!

Don't know what happen, the internet connection play stunt and she couldn't get connected to the internet. Did try to fix it but in vain cause really don't know what went wrong and singtel operators are unable to help as well.

She came to my place and we did PP together and played Gunbound! HAHA! The feeling is really different with your opponent sitting beside you playing with you. We had fun and some cheatings here and there!

Totaly sweetness with you with me!

Wed after work, we went to celebrate the success of JIVE Camp with the campers at PS. Swensens for dinner, the food is nice and with the JIVErs, great day! Went to Kbox at chinatown and due to the time factor, didn't really sing much and went off.

Leen and I rushed to the busstop and lucky us, managed to catch the last bus. Chit-chatting on our way back it's really sweet talking to her!

Thurs after work, went up to her place and we went jogging! Ran quite a distance and we sat down under the blocks chatting while cooling down. I love jogging with her cos with her around, my world is non-fractional :D

And guess what, after trying to call linksys, finally managed to get to connect to the internet. LOL though we both have problem understanding what the operators are trying to say. Seriously speaking, linksys should get some singaporeans as their operators.

Fri, my last day of work! Went to pick leen up after her training and went up to my place after that. Continue to work on my PP and played Gunbound! Wheeeee!!! She had dinner with my family though sister wasn't around. HAHA! Seriously, I feel that my father shouldn't be pai seh. Well, that's my father. He's happy that leen had dinner together but his shyness haha! Really power!

We helped my mother with some work before heading home. Great day spent with the special you! ^^

30 - 31 Aug

Sat, Went to support leen at her final roll-off for polite team selection. She bowled well as usual. Went to dinner cum lunch before heading home to catch some rest and we headed off to work, be loan shark!! LOL!

Earn quite a lot of cos and working with someone you love, it is no longer about how much you are earnning =)

Leen, just do your part and do your best in polite! nothing will defeat you as long as you stay positive!

Sun went to support leen once again, this time round a mini-competition! She bowl an average of 17x which is GOOD!!! Proud of you girl =)

Went home had a bit of rest and went to work again! Our speed of work is getting faster and really happy that many people were at home! $$$$$ LOL!

Had supper at Bukit Timah area, the place where we had our first supper together. Great memories and we definitely enjoy the time with each other by each other's side! Love you girl!

You're the air that I breathe
You're the words that I read
You're the light that I see
You're all that I need

2008-08-18T23:18:00.002+08:00

Today wasn't really a good day for me. Woke up at 6am to go to work at Clark Quay as office boy. Didn't really know where is the place, river valley building so I took a cab. It's suppose to be really near but the uncle didn't know where it was either and took me for a clark quay ride until the fare goes up to $13++

I'm really pissed off but well, he only charged me $5 in the end. Though I was very unwilling to pay but knowing he is still trying to make a living, I paid him the $5. Took another cab and finally, got the the place I want to go.

Looking at the time, it's still quite early so decided to have my breakfast, alone! Mac is the only choice there. Ordered coffee but didn't drink it, not even a mouth cos I promised leen I will try to kick this habit off. I managed to and really proud of myself.

Work is boring, mainly walking up and down, printing, filing, saving files etc. Was hoping that my phone will right cause I know my lovely gorgeous is awake. Msn while doing work. Not suppose to but ya, everything is legal unless you get caught!

Drove leen around to eat and to collect the watch we bought before sending her to bowling chalet. Everything's great. Went to E-hub and walk around, shop for stuffs with her friends too. Reached the chalet stayed for awhile. Not becos there's still time before meeting vivien to purchase logistic but mainly, I can't bear to leave.

Dragged my feet to the car and drove off to whitesand. While waiting for Vivien to come, suddenly feel so weird of being alone. Bought mac ice-cream, stood outside whitesand, finished the ice-cream, patrol FOC in the shopping centre 3 times, up and down! Finding myself ended up sitting outside B&J and fell asleep.

Went to but logistic. Fast and chop chop, got most of the things already. My mind just constantly fly to her and basically, I'm just walking without direction. In short, it seems like I lost my compass.

Drove to leen's place again, this time to give her bro tuition! Was rather late and her parent thought I wouldn't be going le. I hope he will do well for his exam tomorrow!

*even though it's just a short 18 days, you already play an important role in my life. The feeling of driving alone is so weird. I'm starting to hate quietness, starting to dislike walking on the street alone. I do not wish to open my eyes tonight cause when I close my eyes, I see you.

Love is sweet yet bitter, loving yet painful at times. Strong feeling of misses when the other half is not around. Having the drive to do anything with the other half by your side. I know cos I'm going through it now. You indeed colour my life effortlessly, with your presense and the beautiful smile!

"i kind of want to settle down with him" - I wun let you regret making this statement. =)

I bet you are feeling cold right now. This time, I can't be around to hug you to give you my warmth nevertheless, I know you will take care of yourself. 101% of trust in you!

Time seems to be passing really very slowly. Gonna bus to clark quay, alone. HAHA! Perhaps I'll receiving some sweet morning sms from you. Looking forward to 7pm.!

2008-08-16T23:30:00.002+08:00

13/8, Wed

Today was spent so meaningfully with leen. Had a lot of my first time experienced with her! We watch Journey To The Center Of The Earth at VIVO and the show is worth watching if you guys had not watched it yet.

Went shopping and YES, definitely a long time since we went shopping! Basically, I bought Adidas men's perfume and S&K top & bottom and really thank leen for the top =) As for her, she gotten herself a Thirty Seven Degrees top and Pierre Cardin backpack. Super nice can! ^^

She introduced me to this laksa, super yummy and huge quantity located in Food Republic, Vivo City. What can I say? PEOPLE MUST TRY!! But kind of expensive ya, still worth the money!

For the very first time, I stepped into the B&J stall at Vivo. Had delicious ice-cream with leen and we took a few pictures or to be exact, I took a few pictures of her! SUPER CANDID LORZ! hahah!! Not going to show any as I promised her it will only for me to keep as memories :)

Wanted to bring her to this Japnese restaurants but well :x didn't managed to find it because I don't really know where it was. We were like patroling Vivo for a few rounds and ya you got it, it's FOC! Oops. I'm really sorry Leen.

To sum it all, 13/8/08 is indeed a very memorable day for US!

*Love is in the air, the almost perfect relationship!

14/8, Thurs

Met Leen up in the afternoon and we went to Bedok to sell her bowling balls, get her shirt altered and relax! Managed to sell off the 2 bowling balls for $10 and I think not a bad offer right?

Suppose to work for my mother and sadly, there is training. Bo bian attended training and Leen waited for me all the way in school and came to the sports hall around 9pm. Love, thank you so much for the wait! Greatly appreciated! ~

We had supper together with my badminton mates and definitely had a great laugh. I'm glad you are able to get along well with my friends. :)

*you fulfill my dreams

15-16/08, Fri & Sat

Basically, went for PUB annual report photo shoot at mediacorp. First time got shot was really a noob in the studio but everything turns out fine I guess. :x

Met Leen up before she went to her training for just awhile but it is enough to stop the urge of my wanting to see her. Went back home to pack my things for badminton camp and went back to school.

Sent Leen home as she is having shoulder/back ache and feeling cold in school. Was really worried and gave her a comfortable massage before I left for camp.

*leen, the something special, you have my words :P

Friendly games results: 3 - 2. RP badminton team won! Woots! I feel that I played well with my feelings back really fast in just 2 trainings. I must really thank leen for accompanying me for a really long distance run on this monday. :D

Was really missing her presence though I know, it's just one night. Luckily there is this technology called handphone and laptop! Silly, thank you for staying up till so late. You china panda, later zookeepers come catch you. :P Learn from mummy de! HEHE!

Stayed up till 4 am + playing card games and damn, the punishment = push up! I think I did more than 150 push up and now my arms = aching!

Break camp at 2pm and rush back home to shower, afterwhich went to Leen's place. Massage her shoulder/back again as it is still like mother painful. Poor girl, please no cold drinks and air-con room for you alright. :(

We watched TV till 6+ and went to have dinner together with her relatives. Laugh until can drop as they are really improving on their jokes level. I definitely enjoy myself a lot and there are more opportunities like this to come!

Her dad drove me home. Thank you uncle :)

*loving you, loving me! beautiful things will last!

2008-08-11T23:27:00.007+08:00

Firstly, special thanks to gorgeous leen for the edition of the blog skin! ^^ xin ku ni le!

Last day for the project management module and I definitely had enjoyed myself to the fullest in class with all the jokes and nonsenses that made the class lively! Yuin Ling, our facilitator treated us to polar bread and Annie, our pervious project management faci treated us to ice-cream. YUM YUM.

JIVE camp meeting was cancelled due to some reason and Leen and me made our way back to her place, got changed and we went for a run. This time, we ran almost the whole of the park near her place and we half dead when we finish running.

Did my RJ at her place and halfway through, I went to bath cause was feeling uncomfortable with the sweaty shirt. She did something which makes me go OMG. Realise what she had done only when I want to submit my Rj and this was what she did.

* Leen, simple sentence that makes me liquefy!

We watched 'qiu ai da zhan' together and it's super nice can. Must go Youtube to watch if you miss it! Did some editing for html codes and the results is what you are seeing now in this webpage. NICE~~

To sum it up, my day was spent very meaningfully with youuu!!

*ABCDEFGHIJKLMNOPQRSTVWXYZ --> Spot what's missing!

By the way, this is the watch Leen and me is getting. Everything's the same but mine is with a black face.

The sight of you leaving leaves me weak.
There are no words left to speak.
Misses you is all I can,
Hope to see you soon again!

A Special Dedication for you : )

2008-08-11T08:40:00.009+08:00

8/8, Friday

Last day for sales module.
Problem statement is long and we need to do pdt and ws still. Boring!
Meeting 2 and 3 is very very fun because no PPT, only personal pitching.

My question: Your best friend is celebrating his birthday and it falls on your 1st anniversary. Convince you partner to allow you to attend the party instead of spending the special day with her/her.

The moment I see this question, I was like OMG!
Crack my brain until don't know what and I came out with this. Pardon me if your hair stand. :P

Do you still remember what happen on this special date last year?

You know, Alan who had always been supporting us in our relationship, is having his birthday celebration today. Since young, we will never miss out each other’s birthday party however; I’m in a dilemma now because it’s our 1st anniversary.

Since you know him too, why don’t we attend his birthday celebration together? Firstly, we will be able to celebrate his birthday together, more people equals to more fun. Secondly, we can have candle light dinner at the newly opened Italian restaurant and catch a mid-night show after the delicious dinner. After which, under the clear moon light, we will take a stroll by the seaside, walking hand in hand, spending every moment meaningfully.

Dearest, I know you must be feeling sad yet angry. It’s not about how long we spent together but how we spend the time together. Instead of only us being happy, let’s spread our happiness to people around us as well.

Let’s make today a meaningful day shall we?

Went to bottle tree village and had fish spa with leen!
Woots, guys you all should try it out! It's itchy but fun!
Love it when you are with me leen ;)

Went back to woodlands for dinner/supper.
The food is power lar, delicious and yummy!
Eat until so full and it cost only $20. HEHE!
After which, had a really long chat with leen, talking about our past.

She's really a great listener cause my stories really like LONG.
Xie xie ni leen for lending me your ears.
A kiss from her marked the end of eight of august. With lOVE!

9/8, Sat

Happy national day to SINGAPORE!

Had JIVE Camp meeting in school this morning in school, a chop chop one.

Went to support leen for her competition at Safra Yishun in the afternoon and went to her house had dineer together before rushing down to town for the movie, "Money Not Enough 2" with the JIVERs!

The show super funny and I laugh my lungs out. At the same time, tears filled my eyes. :x

Went to PUB for the first time and drank 'a little'. My face was red like some monkey's butt.
Stay till 1+ and send leen home. Slpet in the cab basically, we are both TIRED!
Enjoyed myself to a certain extent haha. Well, not a bad day after all! :)

Here are the pitures!

My face is red and she's unhappy :x

Ah Long happy ar!

* Leen, sorry to let you wait for 20 minutes. You must be mother tired! Hugs! Love you :)

10/8, Sunday

Spent my Sunday very meaningfully, happy, enjoyable, GREAT DAY!

Woke up around 12+ with a heavy head. The feeling sux. :(
Went to Causeway Point and wrap persents for Emil and Ellen, leen's cousins
Went up to leen's house for lunch and drove her family to Xiao Yi's house!

Was really very scared mainly because it's the first time I meet my the other half's family members and I mean whole family. Well, it's not that scary afterall. I enjoyed myself and they are really very friendly towards me! Feel like I'm at home!

I kind of like bonded well with her cousins and they are like calling me kor kor, kor kor. The feeling is SWEET!
Mahjong with her Ah Ma, Uncle and Roy(cousin's boyfriend).
Lucky didn't lose until take off pants but Ah Ma is really very pro!

Brought her cousins to the playground and we played badminton.
Veon played well. Potential badminton national haha!
Chat with leen at the playground for 1 1/2 hours.
The scene is like daddy and mummy bring boy boy and girl girl to play at the playground. LOL.

Played chinese chess with Emil, he's super cute!
He taught me a new way to move the 'horse' and it's like omg! Must move in "L" shape, not "Z" shape. People who knows how to play chinese chess will understand what I meant I suppose.

Drove to woodlands park and continue our chit chatting, at the same time enjoy the beautiful night scenary and feed the mosquito. Damn! hahah! I love talking to her! whoos! LOVES ^^

I'd rather have bad times with you, than good times with someone else
I'd rather be beside you in a storm, than safe and warm by myself
I'd rather have hard times together, than to have it easy apart
Having you hold my heart, it's so loving!

2008-08-06T23:40:00.003+08:00

Basically, today is a very fun and enjoyable day for me!
Went to Sakura and celebrated Allynn's birthday.
Had so much of fun, laughter and joy.
Was really well entertained by Chris and Ah long for thier jokes!

The food was great however, due to my greedyness, I ate too much and feel really bloated at a point of time.
This makes me enter the stage on stoning mainly becos I can't laugh otherwise will feel uncomfortable!
Ah long and Chris continued with their jokes and they were all laughing non-stop.
Didn't tell anyone I was feeling uncomfortable becos didn't want to spoil mood ya!
However, seeing leen's smile, I feel happy already!

Walked to PS and took a bus back with leen!
No seats but I standing with her is a great experience too!
We talk about the first time I sent her home and the memories are still so fresh to me like as if it happened just yesterday.

Walked her home and we started talking about some sad yet touching and loving shows.
'Full House' was being described so beautifully by Leen and suddenly, I had the urge to want to watch it.
Well, when there's time, I will!

Everything passed so quickly and there we are at her doorstep.
Wish to stay a little longer however, since there is school tomorrow, shall not disturb. :)
Gave her a peck and went home!

*A memorable day with you guys! So much of fun! I want more!

Stupid faci, if you have the guts to say ppl dumb, PLEASE REFLECT ON YOUR ACTION DUMB ASS!

*The world may change my whole life through,
But nothing's gonna change my love for you!

2008-08-06T11:29:00.002+08:00

"I Love You" in Different Languages

Afrikaans : Ek is lief vir jou Ek het jou lief
Albanian : Te dua
Amharic : Afekrishalehou
Arabic : Ana Behibek
Basc : Nere Maitea
Bavarian : I mog di narrisch gern
Bengali : Ami tomAy bhAlobAshi
Berber : Lakh tirikh
Bicol : Namumutan ta ka
Bulgarian : Obicham te
Cambodian : kh_nhaum soro_lahn nhee_ah Bon sro lanh oon
Cantonese : Ngo oi ney
Catalan : T'estim molt (I love you a lot)
Chinese : Wo ie ni
Croatian : Volim te (most common), or Ja te volim (less common)
Czech : miluji te
Danish : Jeg elsker dig
Dutch : Ik hou van jou
Estonian : Mina armastan sind
Esperanto : Mi amas vin
Persian (Farsi) : Tora dust midaram
Flemish : Ik zie oe geerne
Finnish : Mina" rakastan sinua
French : Je t'aime
Friesian : Ik bin fereale op dy Ik ha^ld fan dy
Gaelic : Ta gra agam ort
German : Ich liebe Dich I mog Di ganz arg! (Suebian: South German dialekt.)
Greek : S' ayapo Gujarati(a dialect of India) "Tane Prem Karoo Choo"
Hausa : Ina sonki
Hindi: Mein Tumse Pyar Karta Hoon
Hokkien : Wa ai lu
Hopi : Nu' umi unangwa'ta
Hungarian : Szeretlek te'ged
Icelandic : elska ßig
Indonesian : Saya cinta padamu Saya Cinta Kamu Aku tjinta padamu Saja kasih saudari
Italian : Ti amo
Irish : taim i' ngra leat
Japanese : Kimi o ai shiteru
Kazakh : Men seny jaksy kuremyn
Kiswahili : Nakupenda
Korean : Tangsinul sarang ha yo
Kurdish : Ez te hezdikhem
Latin : Te amo Vos amo
Lao : Khoi huk chau
Latvian : Es Tev milu
Lingala : Nalingi yo
Lithuanian: Ash miliu tave
Luo : Aheri
Madrid lingo : Me molas, tronca
Malay/Indonesian : Aku sayang engkau
Malay : Saya cintamu Saya sayangmu
Maltese: Inhobbok
Mandarin : Wo ai ni
Mohawk : Konoronhkwa
Navajo : Ayor anosh'ni
Ndebele : Niyakutanda
Norwegian : Jeg elsker deg (Bokmaal) Eg elskar deg (Nynorsk)
Pakistani : Muje se mu habbat hai
Persian : Tora dost daram
Pilipino : Mahal Kita Iniibig Kita
Polish : Ja Cie Kocham or Kocham Cie
Portuguese : Eu te amo
Romanian : Te iu besc
Russian : Ya lyublyu tebya Ya vas lyublyu
Scot Gaelic : Tha gra
Serbian : Volim te
Shona : Ndinokuda
Sioux : Techihhila
Slovak : lubim ta
Slovene : ljubim te
Spanish : Te amo
Swahili : Nakupenda
Swedish : Jag a"lskar dig
Swiss-German : Ch'ha di ga"rn
Tagalog : Mahal kita
Taiwanese : Gwa ai lee
TamilNaan Unnai Kadhalikiren
Thai : Phom Rak Khun Ch'an Rak Khun
Tunisian : Ha eh bak
Turkish : Seni seviyorum!
Urdu : Mujhe tumse muhabbat hai
Vlaams : Ik hou van jou
Welsh : 'Rwy'n dy garu di
Yiddish : Ikh hob dikh lib
Zazi : Ezhele hezdege
Zuni : Tom ho' ichema

* I dedicate these 87 sentences to you. They may be just words but they contain expressive meanings from me to you! Every sentence counts! I L Y, Leen!

2008-08-05T22:21:00.002+08:00

5/8

Skipped school today however, the day was well spent with leen!
Slept until 12+, shiok man, after which start to clear up my room cause it's rather messy.
Fetch leen to my place and we went to NTUC to shop for our dinner!

We did PP and played gunbound and this is the first time I gunbound with someone side by side!
Started cooking dinner around 4 plus.
It had been a very very long time since I cook and I find myself rather 手忙脚软。

I'm so happy because I received very good comments from my family members and Leen!
Hipee!!
I find my cooking nice too! Alright smack myself :P

*Leen, this is the first time I cooked for you and is definitely not the last. I want to make you the most fortunate girl in the world!

Drove Leen to training and went home after that.
Went back to find her after her training and we went wang jiao for supper!
The bread there is YUM YUM!

Wanted to surprise her but failed cuase I think I made it too obvious!
Bought her a rose because I really wish to apologise to her for something stupid I did.
Managed to win her smile and seriously speaking people out there, if you guys don't know, Leen has the most beautiful smile on Earth!

*Leen, I promise you, no more the next time alright. 我真是一个傻瓜。

Just look in my eyes, they'll tell you where this could go.

2008-08-05T00:19:00.002+08:00

4/8

School seem to be really long today.
Wasn't paying attention in class, I must admit.
Once again, having holiday mood! :P

Had JIVE camp meeting after school.
Everything went smoothly and continued another around of meeting in the library.
Finished the details sheet for the camp and basically, another meeting soon to finalise everything.

Planned to watch 'Money not enough 2' initially but due to no seats, decided to change the date.
Will have the chance de! Hee!
Had dinner with leen, Ah long, Chris, Kok Wei, Yi Yin and Kenneth.
Long time since we had dinner together and seriously, I had a good laugh!

Went to arcade after that and I feel so OMG lar!
Played daytona with leen and i lost, TWICE!
Proceed on with play street fighter.
She never play before and I don't really play.
What I know is how to use the fire fire thing! LOL!
I'm so noob!

Hold her hands and taught her how to shoot the fire thingy.
Sounds fun? IT'S FUN!!
Alright the result........ I LOST!!!!
OMG!! :X
I starts to wonder where she had her underground arcade training!
WAHAHA :P

Drove leen home and before that, had a scroll at a very comfortable place.
Cooling wind and bright clear sky!
Chit chat awhile too and I realise how silly I am!
Nevertheless, a tight warm hug from her, makes me feel like I'm in heaven!

Gunbound after getting home!
The feeling spells Xin Fu and LOVE!

Silly boy loves pretty martian!

2008-08-04T14:00:00.002+08:00

3/8, sunday

3rd August is marked another impactful day for me.
Woke up in the afternoon, damn shiok cause it had been a long long long time since I slept till so late.
Initial plan was to go to leen's place to bake brownie but slight change and it will be change to next sunday.
Stay at home in the afternoon and was watching tv, msn-ing leen, doing PP and editing her PP.

Make my way, a long long way to Jurong where leen's grandma stay and met her.
We made our way back to woodlands to work.
With her by my side, the journey back seems so fast and enjoyable.
Though she's sleeping on my arm, I just feel so comfortable having her by my side.

Work is great. Basically we helped my parent to collect money. LOAN SHARKS!! HAHAH!
Made an acceptable, reasonable sum of money. More to come!

Went to my place, watched incredible tales. Not scary one. LOL!
Took a bus back to her place. I LOVE THIS PART.

I received the most memorable surprise in my life.
Leen made me a hand-made 'montage' on paper!
WOOTS!
Since I know her from 2 April to being together 1 August,
every single memories were kept, close in our hearts.
I L Y!

Had Mac for dinner/supper.
Basically wanted to get Mac becos I want to get the coke cup for her brother.
He wanted it.
FYI, he calls me kor kor. filled my heart with warmth.
A term which I really wish to hear but never had the chance. :(

Cab home, with a sweet smile on my face, and smiles and smiling and smiling. :)

Because you live, I live!

2/8, Sat

Basically, woke up super duper early.
Went to school for event, SOH meet the parent session.
Everything went smoothly and went off around 12.30pm for my badminton quarter-finals.

First time got into a quarter-finals and the most important thing is, eileen went to support!
Venue is at Bedok stadium and it's like far far away!
I lost my game to 2 national players however, I'm quite satisfied with my performance.
Ended up, my team is ranked 5th and I won myself a pair of shoes.
Again, first time winning something from competition! WOOTS!

*leen, thank you for making time to support me in this competition despite your tiredness and packed schedule! HUGS!~

Went to her place, bathe and we made our way to LOT 1!
It had really been a long long time since I went there and changes is like extreme!
Had dinner and scroll around before we went to CCK park (dunno if i'm right abt the place)
Had a long chat there and I believe, we had deeper understanding about each other!

Home sweet home with misses and misses!

you are always on my mine!

2008-08-02T00:14:00.002+08:00

Basically, 1st August is indeed a meaningful, impactful and memorable day for me!
Eileen and I are officially together!
Thank you to those who always supported us. =)

Had a number of plans in mind on how I can propose to her however, due to many unforeseen circumstances, many of the plans were unsuccessful.
Nevertheless, the final plan still worked out, beautifully! ^^

Started planning 3 weeks back and I'm lucky enough to have Yi Yin to help.
Was like msn-ing her telling my plans and she gave me great ideas to enhance of the impact!

Pop the question to her and the first reaction was,
"WHERE ARE THE SURPRISES!"
She's really very adorable and that's why she attracted me!
Her look just melt my heart into softness I gave her a hug!!

Was looking for a bowling pandent for really very long.
Tried to find locally and oversea but the shipping is really an issue.
Never mind cause I've gotten her a pandent with 2 hearts interlink!
Woots I love that!

Specially made a cookie cake from Famous Amous for her!
The smell of the cake, GOD LIKE!
The Design of the cake, GOODNESS
The smile on her face describe to me how much she loves the cake!
*details of how to propose shall be kept a secret. Interested to know can ask eileen!

Was being invited to have dinner her family and auntie and cousins!
Seriously, I'm very nervous and was like sweating terribly.
She sent me a msg when she went to the toilet, while I was chatting with daddy.
I can't help but to smile when I see the msg.
"Hugs :) you're doing fine. Don't nervous"
A short yet able to calm me down de msg! love you leen!

The dinner was at Bishan and I drove chen yuan (leen's bro) and leen there.
Drove her cousin and auntie back after dinner.
Was nervous but they are all friendly people.
Had so much so fun, laughter and joy before, during and after the dinner!

Everything is just so beautiful!
I'm sure it will last for the longest time we can imagine!
You are the one leen.!
Let's work hard for our almost perfect relationship!
Hope you love everything I did, We did today!

misses and kisses for the special you!

2008-07-27T00:32:00.002+08:00

Back to blog.
Woots, first of all thank you to those who made my blog lively for all the tags!
I know, I took years to reply haha!

This week was rather smooth for me.
Basically, it's all about school, PP, eat, sleep, help parent with work and EILEEN! :P
Finishing PP real soon, thank you leen for the editing part. Tough job ya! :)

Went to support leen for her bowling league.
Seriously, she bowl really well!
Proud of you girl! :)
Nevertheless, work hard in your mental games alright.!
你可以的！

Send her to training on Friday after having dinner at my place.
Change of venue at the very last minute and training were at Upper Thomson and ya, it's like really far!
While she's having training, went to get her a little surprise.
The smile from her face is all that I needed!
'Leen, life is definitely getting somewhere!'

Went to work for my parent around 2.45am till 7am.
Father is currently having fever and I really worried for his health.
Things will get better I hope.

Looked for Leen today to pass her something special before she go for her roll-off selection.
Was invited to her house for durian by her mummy!
DURIAN taste DELICIOUS! ^^
Went back home for a nap before going down to support her.

Was kind of dumb because I lost my way when I actually pass by the place a few times when searching for it. OKAY! I know, I'm dumb! Haha.
Went for dinner at Bt Timah and food there is NICE!
We seriously ate a lot, a lot and a lot!

Went for a walk, not really a short one cos it lasted for about 2 hours.
Can't really stop laughing and my face felt the cramp! ENJOYED TO THE FULLEST!
Never in my life had I walk with someone for 2 hours enjoying every single second for I know, she's the one I need! :)

"You had done well for the roll-off. Continue to work harder tml and I'm sure you will reach your goal. Present is waiting for you to claim!"

I'm having badminton competition tomorrow. Wish me luck people.
Mummy's birthday 27/7 as well! Woots!
Happy birthday mother! HUGS!

August is around the corner!

2008-07-18T13:33:00.003+08:00

Recently, many unfortunate things happen to me.
Was really kind of affected, greatly.

Firstly, it's my father's business.
Had been helping him for a 2 weeks already.
Workers are definitely hard to find.
The tiredness I'm experiencing is definitely nothing compared to what my parent are facing.
Feel really heartaching seeing them having to work so hard for the family.
Hope everything will be over soon.

Next is about school work.
Recently, no matter how hard I try, I just could not perform up to the standard.
Results is showing, I'm experiencing a downfall in studies.
Someone please give me a push from the back!
ZHIHONG, JIA YOU!

First time in RP I felt soooooooooo....
I'm so pissed off.
Well, there's a first time for everything so did not really bother about it that much.

The story does not end just yet. Whatever, 3 more semesters to go. I'm praying so hard.

Apart from all the unhappy/unlucky events, there are things which brighten up my life as well! :D

Firsly, I went for a 'family' dinner at eileen's place.
Nervous, scared, expecting, happy, lost and worried!
The experience is greato!
Brown rice taste nice yoxzxz!
Her mum's cooking is seriously NICE~ YUM YUM!
*Auntie, if you happen to see this, I'm not lying!

Durians!
Eileen's daddy gave me a <>
Great learning experiences and the durains are woots!
Delicious ^^

I'm getting along well with her family. ^^
H A P P Y !
They are fun and good people.
Laughter filled the house, always!
Enjoyed myself like totally!

Besides that, I am very honoured to be invited to Ellen and Emil's birthday party! (Eileen's cousin)
However, still pending whether to go or not due to some personal reason! :P
So looking forward to it!

Having you around, makes my world a non-fractional

2008-04-27T18:48:00.002+08:00

sorry guys for not blogging for dunno how many donkey years.
before anything else, happy promoting to myself,
finally year 2 le! yeah man!~

first 3 weeks of school wasn't that difficult as i thought.
hopefully this maintains and i can do well for my UTs.
first UT is on the coming tue..
sian lor. never mind.
good luck to myself ya! hehe! =)

recently was involve in many meetings and meetings and meetings.
not very boring though, just finding myself running out of time somehow, sometime.
will try to manage my time properly ba.

tomorrow will be a better day!

will be back blogging soon.